wish upon a star

done with the efpc presentation this morning. then had Mechanics quiz in the lecture hall. clueless, as always. *sigh

everything just feels so messed up idk why.
am i not supposed to feel happy, now that the presentation's over? but somehow i'm not..

my eyes keep wandering, searching for you. i know i shouldn't but i just do. sometimes i feel so stupid. even after knowing what i know, i still can't stop myself from wanting to see you. just one look, i tell myself, one look will be enough. is it really enough? haha. i know it isn't, cos i'm greedy. :))

so i didn't see you today. so what?? it doesn't matter. and it shouldn't matter.!! arghhh. i really need a slap. i wanna scream at the top of my lungs, i want to know that everything's gonna be alright, that i'll look back on this and say "what was i thinking?!". i want to feel better and let go of all the emotions i'm currently feeling. i want to be happy. *sigh. but happiness seems so far away right now... there's this heavy feeling on my chest, suffocating me. making it hard for me to breathe.. i'm trying, i really am. but for now, it's not alright. everything's not alright, no matter how much i want it to be..
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ah Bong. ^^
she treat me very well ler. haha :)) thankss for being patient with me. though i'm a damn slacker and pretty much useless in everything.

the two goof-balls in my group. haha they're pretty funny i must say, especially when they're together.
Rohit's always scolding Alex and i'll look at them and laugh.


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went to Kuching on Tuesday. considered a day trip lar. went back on Wednesday cos of the presentation -_-

rainbow <3

the sky was so beautiful. but the beach was bo-o-ring. never liked beaches.
sat on a pointy rock and my butt was numb when i stood up. D:

my brother on the other hand, enjoyed so much. kids.

haha. another person who's not-so-fond-of-the-beach  :D

 didn't do much in Kuching. just eating only. lol! eat eat eat :D
honestly, i prefer Miri. :S
but i did try the Roti Cheese, which is not available in Miri, that was nice ;D
had laksa, it was okayy. D:
what else? hmmm....

ok lah. really nothing. it was that boring.
but i did get to see my cousin :)) so yeh, worth it.

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what you think of the new header? i like it. :))
though sadly in my case, i doubt my wish would ever come true. :|

i'm just waiting for time to erase everything. let me drool over someone else please! i really need to distract myself. :(

neways, my hair ain't that curly nemore. sad arhhh.

dream happy dreams

ahh just got back from the Dance Battle thingy in Curtin. it was fun. ah Vian was muh date for the night ;)
we were late... fashionably of course.
ok lah joke. nobody even noticed us cos it was so so dark.

on the way to Curtin, we saw a wedding car decorated with beautiful ribbons. and this brought us to the topic of weddings.
weddings are so beautiful. it gives me such joy whenever people get married. haha idk why!
when i see a wedding car passby, i'll watch it drive pass with a smile on my face.

we talked about how there's so many couples getting together and couples getting married nowadays.
 wonder whether it has anything to do with 2012 or not! haha :P
Vian said how nice to get married on the 10th October this year.
then the date'll be 10/10/10. cool huh?

i've heard people saying that if you make a wish at 11.11pm, it'll come true. haha!
so it'll really be nice to wed on 11th November 2011. don't you think? ^-^

my hair so dry :((
i just did treatment this morning ler.. then still so dry. :|

sad sad. but i don't got no monehh to go saloon treatment nemore, or even to buy treatment cream.
shitttttt !
i'm poor again D:
no more backup savings in my drawer wtf !
how how how did i use it all so fast? i didn't even blink! LOL

just now during the event, saw him pacing around. haha. he was so busy ler. *heartache* wtf
Crystal was there too. when she walked towards me. wao. got wind ler :P
nett nett !!

cham liao lor. lately follow dao my best friend, aka Pui Chee Yong talk liao. hahaha
kik kik kik. nett nett nett. hahaha!! all follow him :D

ohh and this week's math's quiz was hard like shitzzzz. (my dalring said i can't use mlm so now i change to shitttt :b)
ughhh we only did like half of it? in the end overall 50++% just leave it there. totally hopeless.
next time should do in the school lab with those brainy people.

i mean, isn't that what friends are for? *wink wink*



and the highlight for tonight:

while Vian was somewhere talking on the phone with her sister, HE CAME AND TALKED TO ME WALAUU EHHH !! 

when i saw him coming over i was like omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg.
*faint*

i seriously forgot what we talked bout. too nervous liao lol lol !
wheeee~~

happy.
i'm gonna go sleep and dream happy dreams. woo~~
<3

let me be the one.

i realized i've been too into Korean actors lately +_+
hence the flood of korean actor pics in my last two posts. haha sorry lahh sometimes a girl has to do what a girl has to do, which in this case is - sharing pics of super hot korean actors :O ~


i'm now blogging to share the Musketeer gathering pix from last Friday. Bobby finally uploaded them on FB. how efficient, NOT.


in case some of you were wondering... what in the world are musketeers??
actually i had no idea as well cos every time someone asks me this question, i go err nehhh ......
hahahaha!

A musketeer (French: mousquetaire) was an early modern type of infantry soldier equipped with a musket. Musketeers were an important part of early modern armies, particularly in Europe.

 does this answer your question? next time don ask me liao ar *death glare*

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like i've mentioned in my previous post, we went to Piasau Boat Club after Ming's ;D

we played with the swings first. got bored then we went to the beach. wanted to sit on the sand and gaze at the stars, but too bad my #1 not there not romantic one. HAHAHA
ok lah joke. the idea of sitting on the bare sand and dirtying my pants just turned me off.
next time must bring towel so we can all sleep under the stars wtf.

i'm so lame -_-


it was fun. our first musketeer meeting/gathering. hehehe.
after goofing around, we camwhored in the washroom. then then, went back to the swings. haha!
finally we all damn tired, so we sat on the bench, overlooking the whole playground, and sang to our hearts content.
round midnight the angmohs hanging at the restaurant left. maybe they thought we were some drunktards serenading there. lol !

owh well. ^_^
we had fun. hehehe. we sang til.. 1++ am? i think? not really sure. then headed home. wuahaha.


enjoy the picss~~ no more koreans, i promise. ;)

PTA and Jac

PTA and Bobby

vice president and president. :P

D:

what's this, bobby? the musketeer dance? lol lol.



P.S Andre Mieux's Let Me Be the One is so nicee <3
listen to it here.

:)

wooo~~  ♥

 i can't believe my brother is almost taller than me. *sad



i is loving the bling bling specsss. ^-^

everyone thought i blinged them myself. lol ! :b

ohh i'm so happy. he chatted with me just now. omg i've never dreamed that this day would come. i couldn't believe my eyes when it happened. i even blinked to make sure i wasn't hallucinating. haha! 

and what meant more to me was how supportive my friends were. awww really meant alot to me.
really. :)

 i'm so glad i have friends like you guys. haha. you know who you are.
especially one friend in particular. every time i am down, you just know the right words to cheer me up. plus you're funny too. hahaha!!
you've brought laughter to many sad hearts, and i sincerely hope you find your happiness too.  ^-^

building bridge again tomorrow.........
okayy i'm not gonna be lazy! i've been slacking too much already. i will contribute tomorrow. hopefully our second bridge will be better. hohoooo T~T

P.S. happy. :)

i can see it in your eyes

yuhoo~ i am back with an update!
i know i should be doing my assignments and all, plus needa rush to school later on to continue building the damn bridge (stupid project).
other than that, i have maths lab assignment, materials lab report due tuesday! and efpc log file due thursday. FML

can i like, break down and cry?



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 nevertheless, yesterday was a fun fun day !
finally got my bling bling glasses !

 bought them online with Crystal's help. ^-^

nice right nice right?

 sadly, my face is too big so wear the glasses kinda tight. FTS


neways, had lunch with Wee somewhere opposite imperial. then we headed to Parkson. bought blings and left. lol !
ahem. the blings not for me okay. gonna help Rohit bling his phone on Monday!

(hahaha are the emoticons cute or what? :P)


headed to my place. did the maths online quiz. wtf why the questions getting harder and harder. *sad*
we squeezed our brain juice til we had none left, then headed to the workshop to repair the light in Wee's car. i think? haha

while waiting, we walked to the house opposite cos it's Wee's aunt's house. played with her aunt's dog.

ZOMG the dog is so cute can! last time damn ganas kept barking when see me.
but yesterday i went, she loved me even more than she loves Wee. MUAHAHA!!

and she got a whole lot fatter too. ahaha~

this cousin of Wee is so cute!
i was gonna say age is not an issue to me but he's 11 years younger than me. WTF

ah Wee!! really getting prettier liao. ;D
cos got 爱情的滋润. HAHAHAHA!!

after all that, we had dessert at Desserts!
wasn't that satisfied with the flavours i chose though T_T
AND, Wee witnessed the worker eat the ice cream then used the same spoon to get another flavor. eew much??




then at night, headed to the novena at cathedral. met up with Jac darling. :)
took some pics of the glasses together.
and we came to a conclusion that we look damn ham with the glasses. hahaha!!

then we went to Ming's. (again lol!)
sadly no Roti Banana. boohoohoo =(
i ate Puri and Jac had Roti Bom. ZOMG Roti Bom is so nice. i'm so gonna eat that next time. :]

oh yea. finally saw her bf in the flesh. hahaha!!
and they so funny lor. really cute couple. =D

Terry i hope u go blind seeing these pics. muahahaha :D

hais. how come i'm feeling sleepy when it's assignment time? ahaha~

P.S. 

Hello (Lionel Richie)  sang by Glee cast , is.fucking.awesome. !! 

i realize that..

 ... i'm holding too tightly onto something that is simply out of reach.

secrets to be happy

i really can't stand guys who flirt around when they already have a gf.

with that out of my chest..


today was a great day for me :)
i was in a super duper happy mood. in the morning, tweet tweet tweet. then stalked some stranger's blog with Jac darling. her comments were hilarious so i had to struggle to hold back from tears!
she's getting sarcastic-er and funnier now that she's in love.


plus, the food blog went thru a heavy make over this morning and it is now super gorgeous. ^-^
this adds even more happiness to my already very happy day.

then i went to school for my 6pm class.
to our horror, it wasn't the usual tutor. it was mr. R himself. we were all like WTF?
ah Bong even asked me to borrow someone's tutorial to copy for my life's sake.
sadly, nobody.freakin.did.their.tutorial.wtf!


and out of the whole class, the teacher happened to notice that my paper was empty. *SAD*

though i did not see my #1 today. i get to see my IndoMee (nickname for one of the many shuai ge's in my never ending list.) instead. the minute he step out of the door (smiling, wtf), i was star struck. *~*
and couldn't stop laughing like a crazy woman.


oh, the quiz was hard. but we discussed it out loud. rofl
and something funny happened.
i was having hearing issues, as always :(
and Simon was sitting quite far away. so i asked him what's the answer. he replied:
"狗。苹果,苹果." (Dog, Apple, Apple)

which sounds like "gou, ping guo, ping guo" in english.
and because i had hearing difficulties, i actually misinterpret it as "gou, bingo, bingo"
so instead of D,A,A , i circled D,B,B.

wtf is this shit !

my hearing is so so screwed man. Mei Yuk kept telling me it's DAA lahh but i insisted i heard correct. WTF STUBBORN. LOL





night time, had dinner with Wee. wanted to try out Bamboo Cafe. gone thru all that trouble finding it, with help from Jac. then when we arrived, it was not open. ROARRR FTS lol !
so we ended up having dinner at Airy Cafe. not bad also lar. hehe :)


arrived home, chatted with Crystal. hahaha damn is she funny or is she funny.
kept laughing and laughing. =.=

hoho then round 11pm Wee came back from her badminton. then chat chat while window shopping.
i think i'm going ki siao liao. why 2am but i don't feel tired at all! D:
i guess that's why i'm typing out all this shit this post. hehehehehehhehehehe

and i stumbled on this super cool widget or something that plays all songs by KHJ !! got video kok. *tears of joy*
-LINK HERE-

ok lah. sorry no pix hor. i know u all wanna see my face hahhaa!!
it's 2:15am now. GOOD NIGHT!
gonna bank in tomorrow woohoo~~~~~~~~~~

PS: Bogoshipda is a really really nice song <3

it means 'I miss youuuu'

noms = ♥

time to update about yesterdayy~ hoho.

as mentioned in my last post,  my darling and I went on a  date foodathon.
we ate and we ate and we ate. ^_^

had a sudden craving for so many food, thank goodness darling was kind enough to go on this food journey with me. heehee!

first stop - Pujut 2 ABC. my favourite abc shop!! <3

darling had Guava soursop & i had Peach soursop! ♥
not only that, we ordered fried prawn too! wtfff.

when Jac suggested fried prawns i looked at her, then said "you sure?"
cos she always order banyak banyak then in the end everything cannot finish -__-

but she insisted.. so.. owh well. !


after nomming, we headed to Parkson.
actual plan was to go to Ma Baker for spaghetti, but we were bloated at the time so we switched to plan B.
can you believe it, we managed to park at the parking just opposite the level 3 entrance!

woohoo~ cool much. lol! 

i forgot what we did... hmmm i think we ended up bling hunting? 
then we checked "When In Rome"s screening time. - 5pm.
then walk walk awhile, we left for Ma Baker.!

spaghetti timeee. woots~

while waiting for the spaghetti (which was damn long by the way), we camwhored with the food we bought from parkson. hahaha!!
i have no freakin idea why we bought so much. i guess we were into the moment or something. ~.~

after that long looooooong wait, finally, our spaghetti's came!! wuahaha!

zomggg darling was right! Ma Baker's spaghetti really damn yummyy.

promote promote. haha :P


after eating....

hiak hiak hiak~ *satisfied face*

after our official lunch, (it was almost 5 at the time -__-)
we rushed back to Parkson, wanting to watch the movie. but alas, nobody was watching the movie. as in, zero people. wtf? got kelian dao..

so we ditched the movie. and.... i forgot what we did!! hahahah. -brain malfunctioning- T__T

ohh. i think we found a shop that sells blings CHEAP!
like wtf lor. G-Max sells the exact same bling design for rm15.80. the shop sold it for rm6.
G-max really scammer!!

bought two kinds of blings. hehehe. happy! :)
the big piece of bling is rm8. (damn big okkkk.) ; the other mirror-like square shape bling is rm3.
can believe or not?? rm3 for bling. i almost went crazy over the cheap price. hahaaha!!

as you can see in the mirror bling, the front of my phone is bare. haha!


then we went to Boulevard. wanted to eat McFlurry but in the end change plan again -.-
we ate dinner (just 1hour ++ after lunch) at Sugar Bun! :D

yummm!! i'm hungry now =(
so sad lor... i ordered rice with my fillet but they gave me fries.
and i didn't noticed til i was halfway squeezing my lemon. grrr!!

the aftermath.


and lastly, before we headed to choir practice, we drank Frapuccino at Tea Box.
i had Mocha; Jac had Vanilla.

more promoting.



ahh~ and we were off to practice. thus ends the all you can eat food day. hahaha.
really damn full lor after all that eating.
after practice darling suggested Roti Banana. i wanted to say yes but i had to poop so badly so i had to say no.

D:

me, saying no to Roti Banana? i must be out of my mind. :P


some more pixx~ :

choco muffins from Jac! *be jealous* muahaha~~

cute boy!! hehehe. :)
louis har cuter ok. wakakkaa ;D


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totally out of topic : Wee and me. :D

finally done blogging. my memory is so lousy nowadays, i can't even remember what we did in Parkson. the hell.
i'm starting to worry now. T.T
mid term on Friday! and i haven't studied. hahaha!!

i'll sleep tonight. then start tomorrow. hohoho~~
finished reblinging my phone tooo!!
it's okay... not really take-my-breath-away kind of gorgeous  > =(
in other words, i'm not really satisfied with this design. aiiks !

almost gave up halfway too. wanted to just dump the phone and buy some cheaplak one lol!!
cos the whole phone was sticky after i plucked out the old blings. D:

P/S. pleasee let me dream bout my #1 tonight.! ^-^