you.

well hello there. it's been awhile since i blogged a decent post. and i really feel the need to blog seeing as my previous post was an emo one. people tend to assume that i'm emo if my last post was emo. LOL!

so.. nothing much to say. just that all the fun led to me gaining weight! >:(
and da jie's coming back soon oh my gosh we had a deal that whoever didn't lose the amount of weight stated will have to dance on the stage in Balcony. WTF much.


anyways.........
this morning was our EFDP presentation. finally, it's in the past. woots <3 and also I met with my EVO mentor just now, which means i am sort of free now? excluding the fact that finals is in a few weeks time. :/ oh dear, i really cannot fail this semester! FAILING IS NOT AN OPTION! (:


hmm so more update on my life? well, things really are running more smoothly compared to the weeks before. :) praise the Lord. well, firstly, feuds have ended and we are back to being friends again, haha you know who you are. now i realize how tiring it is to have an enemy, being friends with everyone is the shit. ;DDD

one more thing: you are so cute when you're nervous. hahaha <3
and your smile, omg *heart flutters* ♥

that's all for now, enjoy the pics (from Jac's camera, as always :D)
p/s: sorry for the late late LATE photos! haha

 Samurai Jack Jacq

 oh my eyes, where art thou? LOLOL

oh i know you miss me, so here's a pic of me too. hahah! :DDDDDDDD

it is bottomless and makes me feel hopeless and sad

"it is bottomless and makes me feel hopeless and sad."

hopeless and sad.
        hopeless and sad...



am not feeling my best tonight. but i'll be better tomorrow. things will be better tomorrow. it will be, everything will be fine. it's just my brain over thinking things as always. it's just the late night getting to me. it's just .. everything falling apart, that's all. i will wake up to a better tomorrow. all the pain will be washed away. i know it will. tomorrow will be a good day. tomorrow will be.... better.

urm..

i really, really like this pic. ;]

true love exists??

oh yeah! i am color contacts free! ... for the time being ;P
bought a pair pink contacts from Lovely Lens House thru FB. turns out the seller is my friend wtf -_-
she evil lor hiding her identity from me. but still.. support her yeah!! cos the lens damn nice also. ahaha <3


neways, went to a birthday dinner just now. my dad's friend's 50th. it was fun. food okay okay only, i was so full D:

but the speeches were very funny and touching at the same time. their children, 3 of them are in the phillipines and couldn't come back to celebrate his birthday with him, so they wrote letters, and close friends read them out on stage. almost brought me to tears :x

oh dear, look at my fringe.

nerdeh glasses is <3. 


x
i was gonna type a long speech on how i suddenly believe that maybe, just maybe, true love does exist in this world, but my english just ain't pro enuf to express what i want to say. *SIGH*
so... thus ends my post. muahaha!

it's like 1.27AM and i'm still wide awake, right after promising dad i'd bath and sleep early from now on. :s

well... at least i bathed earlier than usual, right? ;D

i love youuuu <3 but i love Bean Bean more =|


PS: i have no idea what is going through my mind lately. it's like, i'm not thinking at all! the things i do, the thoughts that go through my head... it's just so wrong. i'm torn to pieces feeling this way. but sometimes i just can't help feeling attracted to you? (wtf you see these are the forbidden thoughts i was talking about!)
but i know fairly well this is WRONG. as in, capital letters wrong. bah. not gonna elaborate.
NITES! >:)