suppose

wow...
saw him at pasar malam just now...


what am i suppose to say? how am I suppose to feel
in fact, I shouldn't be feeling anything, right?

it's been so so long,
feelings for him should have faded..
everything was even back to normal already

and
I just HAD to see him, when I'm just starting to have slight feelings for someone else
is this some kind of joke???

frankly speaking, I do not think this is funny.
it is seriously not.

omg
for months I've waited...
longing to see him for so much
now finally I see him


wow...
I told myself, if I ever see him again, I'd look him in the eye, smile and say hi.

did I do any of that?
no

I ran like a fucking coward


bah... I suxk.. :(

如果，每当我对别人产生好感时，都能遇见他
那我希望自己能喜欢上看到的每一个人！！！
那样
我不是每天都能看到他？
哈哈！！

hmmmm
maybe I should be happy?
at least I get to see him?
HAHAHAHA
he looks exactly the same as before
XP



ok?
I'm weird, this post just got from emo to happy.
LMAO!!!!


I shall now share some more funny pics!! hoohooo
^o^

see this cat. hahahaha
look like wanna murder someone like that!






deng deng deng,
and when he couldn't stand no longer
......




he killed his owner and ended up...

.



.




...



deng deng deng



IN JAIL!!!

awww,,,,
hahahaha
see it's hair already grow longer aHAHAHAH
cos no groomer in jail





this one,
omg damn funny one loh!!!
all I can say is,
if I were a cat,
I'd be THIS cat.

;D

HAHAHAHA
CUTE O NOT YOU TELL ME!!! ;D

kkkk
before I end this post,
some pick up lines!!
hahaha!!

~if you were homework, I'd throw you on the table and do you right now.

~can you give me directions... to your heart ?

~you must be a magician, cos everytime i look at you, everyone else disappears.

~you drop something [what?] My jaw.

~Do you believe in love at first sight or do I have to walk by again?

~do you have a map? cos I just got lost in your eyes.

~
Do you have a quarter? [Why?] I told my boyfriend/girlfriend that I would call him/her when I found someone better.

~if you were a new hamburger in McDonalds, you'd be McGorgeous

~I've been noticing you not noticing me

~oh my gosh, I thought I was gay, then I met you.

this is the best
*wink wink*

love is a sensation

caused by a temptation

to feel penetration

a guy sticks his location

in a girl's destination

to increase the population

for the next generation

did you get my explanation?

or do you need a demonstration?

PS:
saw some samsengs back from CH too.
waseh obviously they were talking bout me lo
=.=
wonder what though, cos like whisper whisper then all look at me!
walau ehh.
make me so scared,
~.~

go one pasar malam need avoid so many peopleS!
T_____T

我要快乐～

Susan darling's Ah Piao ~~
hahahahhaha!!!

so funny !!


very hot day today !
was sweating all the way.
then just now after Youth Mass I rushed home.
1st time I think,
going home straight after mass finished.
lol

thought going to PC Fair that's why I went home so early.
who knew
=="
they all lazy go !!
grrrrr

so in the end just call the person selling printers nia.
didn't go dao PC Fair..
sad sad.
wanted to buy mp3 too.
but in the end didn't go.
*sobs*


played tennis just now.
long time didn't play already.

actually...

I just played last Saturday

hahaha
=D

aduhhh
I really really really despise don't really like Boat Club lah..
especially the tennis court!

why???

1. there are so many mosquitoes there !!
innocent people with naturally sweet tasting blood, like me,
tend to get bitten.
omg much??
this is so unfair!!
come to think of it,
should I watch out for Vampires too???
*shivers*

2. there is like, ZERO leng zai's in sight ????!!!!
I mean, seriously,
how is that even possible?!?!?!
Nadal, Federer, Roddick, Sharapova !!
come on lah,
extremely good looking tennis players please come play at Boat Club.
LOL!!!

and even if there is a hot guy,
they'd be too young !!
seriously,
how come ang mo's that come to Miri all have children that are way too young!!
ugggghhhhh !

*attention to all hot ang mo's*
if you hear this calling,
it means that you are one of the few chosen ones.
you are destined to migrate to Miri and while you're here.
you might as well register as a member of this club.
well,
simply because,
there is nothing better for you to do in a town like Miri.
or is it a City?
@@
I really can't recall.
LOL!!
=/

3. my brother said he saw a scorpion at the swings in the playground just now !!
omg?
not that I've never seen a scorpion before
but I just have nothing better to say.
hahahha !!!
so might as well blame it on the freakin' scorpion
=p

woah...
who's extremely HAWWWTTTT guy ?!
omg omg..
can I like,
have your number????
*looks at hot guy with puppy eyes*

geez..
talk bout harsh.
need to give me that look meh ???

*glass shatters*
that's the sound of my heart breaking,
FYI.
If You didn't already know.
lols

spot the monkey !!
:D

after what seemed like ages,
I finally caught the monkey.
and guess what I did?







I took a picture with him of course.
^^

look at his face.
like tortured like that..
=/

well all I did was pinch it a lil' ma...
*innocent face*
ok fine put the blame on me,
if only I didn't wear a yellow shirt today...
then it probably wouldn't mistook my shirt for a banana.
THEN,
I wouldn't have to pinch him just to stop him from eating my shirt.

LOLOL!!

heyy..
the monkey's pretty cute ehh ??
cute till I want to eat it.
hahahhaa
=D
I force it to smile one.
hehehe !!



oh yea.
my dad was so funny just now.

after dinner,
he drank beer ma.
then then,
we all jio-ed him bout the last time he was drunk.
soooooooo funny please !!
we actually recorded the whole thing when it happened.!!
too bad it was deleted..
awwww
hahaha

anyways,
I was typing typing,
then suddenly
he said:
(in a dramaticly loud voice)
"*gasps*
ahhh!!!
I forgot bout my darling !!!"

Me:
uhhh?? mum is like just in the next room ._.
[in my head of course]

[out loud]
"what oh?"

Dad:
"I forgot to feed my darling Raven!!!!"

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!

Raven is my dog btw.
hahahaha
so funny lah
the way he said it.
hahahha!!!

Me:
"eh... you drunk ah?"


hahahahaha !!
then we all laughed.
LMAO!!
really sounded like he was drunk lah just now.
before he said that,
he even sang Church songs..
LOL!!

he always sings,
but never church songs ma..
hahahha !!



hmm..
come to think of it.
I think there is like,
this eeeency weeeeency teeeeeny weeeeeny bit of possibility,
probably 0.000000000000001%,
that I have double personalities...

O.O
I mean,
just this afternoon,
I was feeling so sad,
even more so the night before.
and now here I am acting all happy..

or maybe that's just it.
an act.
haix..

Good News:
I don't have double personalities.
._.


Bad News:
I'm still sad.
and I don't freakin' know why !!!!


aduh

我错了，泪干了，放手了，后悔了。。。

that's me.
after Physics Quiz.
lol




I want a laptop lah !!!
T_T
PINK one please !!!
sad !!!


VAIO !!!!

APPLE!


*drools*





-------
on the other hand,

(I know what I'm saying next is totally irrelevant,
but I'm still gonna say it nevertheless. )


giving up is not an option.
in everything that we do,
never give up.


no matter how low you're feeling,
how depressed and exhausted you are after everything,
never stop believing,
stay in there.
keep on fighting,
and surely,
you will succeed.

there is always light after darkness.
just like there's the moon and the stars at night.


when you feel lonely,
abandoned, broken, crushed
and you think that nobody cares,
that nobody gives a damn.

even when the whole world is against you.
just remember,
God will never leave you.
He was, is and always will be there for each and every one of us.


He will never give us a task that He knows we cannot accomplish
every problem we face in life,
God knows that we can overcome it,
therefore he gave it to us.
to make us stronger.

if only we believe,
in God, and in ourselves.
we can achieve anything we set our minds and hearts to.


give up, Never.



even in matters of the heart,
one does not give up.

one lets go.

all my fragile strength is gone...

所谓完美的恋人并不存在
完美的只有想要和对方一直走下去的那份坚定而已。


如果你遇到了那个对的人，
请为他坚定，
请不要胆怯，
是因为人生没有办法重来，
也是因为，
在爱情里，
很多人很多事很多珍贵，
错过了就是错过了，

所以，为什么不把握？

my phone's current wallpaper
XP




haix
feeling a rush of emoness coming..
aduhh..
better post quickly before I lose my mood altogether,
like last night...


went to eat at Lakeside Restaurant yesterday,
again.
lol

Wee and I went,
lollss
eat till so high
cause we get so much food then only rm3.50 nia..!!
hahaha..
shiok.
then we two at there do what I also dunno larh ._.
all I know is she high till,
when see Suk Sin in the toilet,
she screamed and said:
"SUk Sin !! you know just now I eat how much??"

.____.
LOL!!!!
Ah Wee ah u siao zha bo !!
hahahahahha!!

see her high high face
looooool ~

by the time we knew it,
we were taking pics here and there
-__-
really nothing to do.
lol!!

hahahahaha
ah wee took this pic
promoting Z610i sia!!
and also,
the girl in my phone,
none other than my da jie~~~
=p

Hello Kitty wallet.
lol
._.


hahaha..
as promised,
I shall blog about a friend of mine,
named,
Rohit.


lolss
as quoted by Mr Rohit himself,
"wearing pink makes me feel manly"
haha..
:D

anyways,
I also dunno what to say anymore.
but don't worry Rohit I won't call you a pea brain lah
lmao

haha..
check out this cool pic of him
ahhaha!!!

really funny.
while taking the pic,
he pose so slow, then when I turned around so many people were staring.
and laughing
hahahahhaha!!!

photo session in campus!
woots~

ok lah,
that's it for now,
don't feel well,
not that I'm sick or what...
emotionally ill..
lolss

I feel so abandoned, lonely....
sad.
left out in everything,
why don't anyone give a damn?

Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows

There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
I think nobody knows
Nobody cares

Nobody knows-- Pink.

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

Candles--Hey Monday.

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

Gravity--Sara Bareilles.

曾经有人问过我， “如果有一个爱你你却不爱他的人，
和你爱他他却不爱你的人， 那你要选哪个？”
我说：“我应该会选。。。爱他他却不爱我那个。”

我宁愿选择去爱人也不要选择一个我不爱的人
就算我爱的人不爱我，
但至少，

我爱他


I totally agree with this...
loving someone is better than being loved.
I guess..
some way some how?
=/

even though,
it hurts so much when your love for that person is not returned...
but still
at least you gave it your all,
right?
=)

叶子的离开，是风的追求，还是树的不挽留？

why you? why me? why now...

ehehehhe!!!

went to makan murtabak yesterday
with none other than my dearies
aka AWHYO gang members!!

wooo
went there,
because Daryl Soon is back from KL!!
wooots!!
=D

just in case someone doesn't know how he looks like
here's a pic of him ^^

hahah!!
taken with my phone wor!!
=p
I'm just good at photographing bahhhh
wakaka!!


we went to our old Physics tuition there to eat murtabak!!
our fav bahh
cause they sell the best murtabak ever!!
or maybe it's because we ate there together all the time,
so it tastes exceptionally great!!
^^

everyone went!!
including Bry and Karen !!
hehe !!


makan makan,
after that,
went to Boulevard!
Bry left us after eating loh..
always so early go home one that guy.
tsk tsk tsk..


then Karen also went back halfway when in Boulevard.
lolol
hmm..
Doris dear brought me to the phone shop to see my phone
x333
hahaha.
my dream phone!!
*drools*
wow.
tried it.
then ok bah.
they say the camera not so good but seems ok to me.
but still, they keep saying negative things bout it
now make me also unsure whether to buy it or not
=(

haha..
so chio
~.~


after that,
went up to food court to chat chat !!
=D
lols.
and omg,
did I mention that we saw Xiao Jing Teng therE?!?!??!
oh my gosh!!!
LOL!

tsk tsk tsk..
playing with lakia..
omg..


but still engtao bah!!
grrr..
why is he married?!?!?!
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL~




okayy back to this morning.
on the way to school,
guess who I saw?

LOLOL!!!

sakai Bryan of course!!
LMAO!!!
his face sooooooo funny I don't know why!!
just every time I see his face I will laugh one!
hahhaa!!!



ok here's what happened.!
drive inside the pujut small road there,
then then,
at cross road there,
suddenly saw someone's head pop out from the car.
then smile so enthuastically till his smile almost seemed fake.
LOL!!
turns out it was ~~

Bryan Goh
LMAO!!
so funny!!
shiok dao!!

then I messaged him, saying what so high.
he so long then replied ._.
and what he said really too funny liao!

Bry said,
walau I forgot I cannot open the window for three days lah.

LOL!!!

hahahahhaha!!!
he just tinted his car btw, that's why he said that.
hahahahhah!!!
serves you right who ask you go tint car never call me.
ahahah
=D


oh yea.
Bry so totally forced me to write bout him
hahaha!!
*shakes head*

anyways,
my pm in msn is now this:
"Blow The Candles Out.. Looks Like A Solo Tonight.."
Bry told me the title of the song,
which is "Candles" by Hey Monday.

wth..
very nice!!
grrr..
made me emo nia !!!
ZZZZZzzzZZZZZ omg !
T_T



lols.
now for the emo part of this post.

[PS: just because this part of the post is emo, doesn't mean I'm an emo person!! *ahem*]

monday morning.
drove to school as usual.
so happy, cause just burned a new copy of songs.
sang along to my current fav song --- cha jian er guo. 擦肩而過
sing sing.
then saw a car similar to his.
of course I also no feel liao lah,
cause all the time see liao,
not his car pun,
waste my time to even be shocked.
.__.

then
hah!
when the car turned into the lane I go see the plate number.
wtf really is his car.
then looked inside.
there he was...

oh my gosh.
I should be happy but I wasn't
not at all.
so shocked till I don't know what to say.

went on driving.
as if nothing happened.

then

suddenly I got all emotional I don't know why
and I started to cry.
just little bit of tears only lah.
lol
-___-

just felt like,
why????

why let me see him?
why now?
why not the day before?
why why why???

I gave up on him.
then let me see him again.
shit much?

so funny.
what a life I got here.
geeez


世上最遙遠的距離，
是我就站在你面前，
你卻看不見。。。

so,
I guess giving up is the right choice after all.
since that's what everyone's telling me...

and it is..
the wiser choice after all.
you just can't force someone to feel the same.
haha...

even when I laugh, or smile.
deep down,
I am unhappy.


haiyy..
I miss the old, cheerful me.

if only you knew what you've done to me.



but I doubt you'd even care

ｗｈｅｎ Ｉ told you I ｌｉｋｅ ｙｏｕ．．．

ｏｋ，　ｕｐｄａｔｅｓ！！
ｈｅｈｅ．．

ｆｏｒｇｏｔ　ｗｈｅｎ　ａｌｒｅａｄｙ，
（Ｉ　ｋｎｏｗ　Ｉ　ｈａｖｅ　ｂａｄ　ｍｅｍｏｒｙ）
ｗｅ　ａｌｌ　ｓｌａｃｋｅｄ　ａｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｔｕｄｙ　ａｒｅ　ｕｐｓｔａｉｒｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｌｉｂｒａｒｙ．
ｏｍｇ．．
Ｉ seriously love that place
why you might ask?
simple.
because,
we finally got the chance to sit at the sofa table~

omigosh..
so comfortable..
I　ｓｌｅｐｔ　ｄｕｎｎｏ　ｈｏｗ　ｌｏｎｇ　ｔｈｅｒｅ．
ＬＯＬ！！！
ｐｒｏ　ｂｏ？？
ｔａｌｋ　ｂｏｕｔ　ｆｕｌｌｙ　ｕｔｉｌｉｚｉｎｇ　ｔｈｅ　Ｕｎｉ＇ｓ　ｆａｃｉｌｉｔｉｅｓ　．＿＿＿．　


**
ｇｒｒ．．
ｄｏ　ｉｇｎｏｒｅ　ｍｙ　ｆｏｎｔ．
ｓｏｍｅｈｏｗ　ｔｈｅｒｅ＇ｓ　ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ　ｗｒｏｎｇ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｉｔ，
ａｓ　ｉｔ　ｋｅｅｐｓ　ｃｈａｎｇｉｎｇ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｔｏ　ｔｉｍｅ．．
ａｄｕｈｈｈｈ　！
**


ｏｋ　ｗｈａｔ　ｈａｐｐｅｎｅｄ　ｌｉａｏ　ａｒｈ．．
ｏｈ　ｙｅａ，　ｓｌａｃｋ　ｓｌａｃｋ　ｌａｒｈ，　ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ　ｍｕｃｈ．　

ａｈ　ｗｅｅｅ　！！！
ｈａｈａ
Ｉ＇ｍ　ｉｎ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｈｅｒ．
ｏｏｐｓ！！
ｄｉｄ　Ｉ　ｓａｙ　ｉｔ　ｏｕｔ　ｌｏｕｄ？
＝Ｄ

ｔｓｋ　ｔｓｋ　ｔｓｋ．
ｌｉｈａｔ　ｂｕｄａｋ　ｄｕａ　ｎｉ　．．．
ｔｉｄｕｒ　ｔｉｄｕｒ．．
ａｄｕｈｈａｉｉｉ　！

ｍｅｉ　ｓｈｉｎ　ｄａ　ｊｉｅ！
ａｈａｈａ．．
ｌｏｏｋ　ｓｏ　ｓｅｒｉｏｕｓ　ｈｏｒ．．
ｄｕｎ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｉ　ｄｕｎｎｏ　ｙｏｕ　ｔｈｅｒｅ　ｐｌａｙ　ｍｓｎ　！
＝ｐ

ｗｅｅ　ａｎｄ　ｍｅ．
ｈａｉｘ．．　ｌｏｏｋ　ａｔ　ｍｙ　ｆｒｏｎｔ　ｈａｉｒ．．
ｓｏ　ｕｇｌｙ．　
Ｔ＿Ｔ
ｓａｄｎｅｓｓ
ｔｉｌｌ　ｎｏｗ　ａｌｓｏ　ｈａｖｅｎ＇ｔ　ｓｔｒａｉｇｈｔｅｎ　ｉｔ．．
ａｇｈｈｈｈｈ　

ｈｅｈ　ｄｕｎｎｏ　ｗｈｙ　ｍｙ　ｅｙｅｓ　ｌｏｏｋ　ｓｏ　ｓｍａｌｌ　ｈｅｒｅ．
ｒｅｔａｒｄｅｄ　ｆａｃｅ　．＿．

ｏｋｏｋｏｋｏｋｋ
ｓｏ　ｍａｎｙ　ｔｈｉｎｇｓ　ｈａｐｐｅｎｅｄ　ｙｅｓｔｅｒｄａｙ！
１ｓｔｌｙ，
４ｔｈ　Ａｐｒｉｌ　２００９，　Ｓａｔｕｒｄａｙ
ｗａｓ　ｏｐｅｎ　ｄａｙ　ｏｆ　Ｃｕｒｔｉｎ！！
＝Ｄ

ｈｅｌｐｅｄ　ｏｕｔ　ａｓ　ｖｏｌｕｎｔｅｅｒ　
ｈｅｈｅｓ．．
ｈｍｍ．．
ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ　ｌａｒｈ．
ｊｕｓｔ　ｔｈｅｒｅ　ｈａve　ｆｕｎ
ｓａｗ　ｑｕｉｔｅ　ａ　ｆｅｗ　ａｎｇ　ｍｏ＇ｓ　［ａｌｌ　ｄａｍｎ　ｃｕｔｅ　ｏｎｅ！！］
ｅｈｅｈｅｈ！！！

ｔｈｅｎ　ｉｎ　ｔｈｅ　ａｆｔｅｒｎｏｏｎ　ｗｅｎｔ　ｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　ｃｅｒｅｍｏｎｙ　ｔｈｉｎｇｙ　ｗｉｔｈ　ａｈ　ｗｅｅ．
ｗｅｉ　ｍｉｎｇ　ａｌｓｏ．
ｌｏｌｏｌ．
ｈｅ　ｎｏｔ　ｂａｄ　ｌｅｒｈ，
ｂｅｎ　ｌａｉ　ｗａｎｎａ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　Ｉ 'begged' him not to change,
so that got someone pei me not wear formal shirt.
ehehheh!!
LOL!

hoohoo
oh yea when the event was almost over,
it suddenly rained cats and dogs.
like..
lol?
so shiok.
then our tent the fan above there like wanna fall off
omg so scary .__.

so Anne and I　ｒａｎ　ａｗａｙ
ｌｍａｏ！！！　
Ｏｐｈｙ　ａｎｄ　ｈｅｒ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄ，　ｗｈｏ　ａｒｅ　ｆｒｏｍ　ＣV　ａｌｓｏ，
ｖｅｒｙ　ｆｕｎｎｙ　ｌａｈ　ｔｈｅｍ
ｌｏｌｏｌ！！
ｔｈｅｎ　Ｏｐｈｙ　ｅｖｅｎ　＇ｓｅｘｕａｌｌｙ　ｈａｒｒａｓｔｅｄ＇　ｍｅ．
ＵＮＤＥＲ THE　ＲＡＩＮ
like omg!!!
*faints*

forgot what I　ｓａｉｄ　ｔｏ　ｈｅｒ．
ｔｈｅｎ　ｓｈｅ　ｓｕｄｄｅｎｌｙ　ｃａｍｅ　ｕｐ　ｔｏ　ｍｅ
ｈｕｇ　ｍｅ　ｔｈｅｎ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｗａｎｎａ　..
ｈｕｇ　ｍｅ　ｔｉｌｌ　Ｉ　ｄｉｅ？　ｏｒ　ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ．
ｔｈｅｎ　ｂｙ　ｔｈｅ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｗｅ　ｋｎｅｗ　ｉｔ，
ｗｅ　ｗｅｒｅ　ｓｔｒｕｇｇｌｉｎｇ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｅａｃｈ　ｏｔｈｅｒ
ｔｈｅｎ　ｔｈｅｎ　ｔｉｌｌ　ｇｏ　ｏｕｔ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｔｅｎｔ　ｉｎｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　ｒａｉｎ
ＬＯＬ！！

ｂｕｔ　ｗｈａｔ　ｃａｎ　Ｉ say?
it was fun =p

hehe
then at night.
went to sing k!!
woooo
with my lovers of course
=D

ss ai ren chia-ed us all sing K at Phoenix.
cause she's going to sg soon...
haix..
=(

darling, laopo, dear and ai ren
=D

am I lucky?
or am I　ｌｕｃｋｙ？
ａｈａｈａｈａ！！

ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｇｏｔ　ｍａｎｙ　ｍｏｒｅ　ｌｏｖｅｒｓ　ｌｅｈｈ　ｌｏｌ
ｅｘｃｌｕｄｉｎｇ　ｓｏｍｅ　ｔｒａｉｔｏｒｓ of course
ｋａｒｅｎ　ｂａｂｅ　ｄｉｄｎ＇ｔ　ｃｏｍｅ．
ｂｒｙａｎ　ｔｏｏ．
ｂｏｔｈ　ｃａｎ＇ｔ　ｍａｋｅ　ｉｔ．
ｓｉ　Ｒｉａｍ，　ｈａｖｅ　ｔｅｓｔ　ｇａｏ？？？
ｇｒｒｒ

ｓｐｅａｋｉｎｇ　ｏｆ　Ｂｒｙ，
ｏｍｇ　ｏｍｇ　！！
ｃａｎ＇ｔ　ｂｅｌｉｅｖｅ　ｈｅ　ａｃｔｕａｌｌｙ　ｗｅｎｔ　ｔｏ　ｔｉｎｔ　ｈｉｓ　ｃａｒ　ｙｅｓｔｅｒｄａｙ！！
ｗｉｔｈｏｕｔ　ｃａｌｌｉｎｇ　ｍｅ　！！
Ｔ＿Ｔ
ｓａｄ．．

ｓｉｎｇ　ｋ～
＝ｐ
ａｉ　ｒｅｎ　ｄａｍｎ　ｐｒｏ　ａｔ　ｓｉｎｇｉｎｇ　ｏｎｅ　ｏｈｈｈ
ｔｕｒｎｓ　ｏｕｔ　ｄａｒｌｉｎｇ　ａｌｓｏ　
．＿．
ｏｍｇ．．　
＇ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｏｆ　ｙｏｕ＇　ｓｏ　ｈｉｇｈ　ｎｏｔｅｓ　ｓｈｅ　ｃａｎ　ｓｉｎｇ
ｐｒｏ！！

ｈｍｍ．．
ｗｈｅｎ　ｊｕｓｔ　ａｒｒｉｖｅｄ，
Ｉ don't really know those songs marhh
so just sit there then watch the MV
then ai ren so scare,
thought I　ｆｅｌｔ　ｂｏｒｅｄ
ｌｏｌ！！
ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｎｏ　ｈａｖｅ　ｌａｒｈｈ
Ｉ　ｍｉｓｓ　ｙｏｕ　ａｌｌ　ｍａｒｈ，
ｓｏ　ｓｉｔ　ｔｈｅｒｅ　ｗａｔｃｈ　ｙｏｕ　ａｌｌ　ｓｉｎｇ　ｘｉａ，
ｒｅａｌｉｚｅｄ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｈｏｗ　ｍｕｃｈ　Ｉ　ｍｉｓｓ　ｙｏｕ　ａｌｌ．．
ｈａｈａ．．
ｄａｍｎ　ｍｕｃｈ．

ａｎｄ　Ｉ also realized so many people have changed.
especially Susan.
LOL!!
can you believe she's actually painting her nails now??
omigosh..
this needs some getting used to
=p

love you all !
=D
x33333
with all my heart.
hehs

5 of us!!
can you believe it..
it's been years,,
and yet I'm still madly in love with you all.
haha..
thanks for bearing with my ermm. 花心-ness.
hahaa..
muacks muackss!!!ｘ３３

××
ｂｔｗ　ｄｉｄ　ｙｏｕ　ｎｏｔｉｃｅ　Ｉ＇ｍ　ｌｉｋｅ，　ｔｙｐｉｎｇ　ｃｈｉｎｅｓｅ？？？？　
ａｈａｈｈａｈａ！！！
ｆｉｎａｌｌｙ，
Ｉ also dunno how I　ｄｉｄ　ｉｔ．
ｊｕｓｔ　ｄｏｗｎｌｏａｄｅｄ　ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｄｏｗｎｌｏａｄ　ｓｏｎｇ，
ｔｈｅｎ　ｃａｎ　ｔｙｐｅ　ｌｉａｏｓ！！
ｗｏｏｔｓ！！
ｂｕｔ　
funny thing is,
ｃａｎｎｏｔ　ｄｏｗｎｌｏａｄ　ｓｏｎｇ
zzzz
．＿＿＿＿．
××

ｍｅ　ａｎｄ　ｋｒｉ　ｌａｏｐｏ
ｉｇｎｏｒｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｕｐｐｙ　ｆａｃｅ
ａｈａｈｈａａ！！！

ｗｉｔｈｏｕｔ　ｆｌａｓｈ
Ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｉ　ｗａｓｎ＇ｔ　ｒｅａｄｙ　！
－＿＿＿＿－
ｌｏｌ

ｗｉｔｈ　ｆｌａｓｈ．
ｌｏｌｏｌ．
ｓｅｅ　ｍｙ　ｌａｏｐｏ　ａｎｄ　Ｉ so loving.
take so many pics
=D


oh my gosh!!
I　ａｌｍｏｓｔ　ｆｏｒｇｏｔ！
ｃａｎ　ｙｏｕ　ｂｅｌｉｅｖｅ　ｉｔ？？
ｔｈｅ　ｍｏｍｅｎｔ　Ｉ went in the room,
darling hugged me!!
hahaha..
so..
speechless.
I　ｗａｓ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｊｏｋｉｎｇ，
ｔｈｅｎ　ｓｈｅ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｈｕｇｇｅｄ　ｍｅ．
ｓｏ　ｕｎｅｘｐｅｃｔｅｄ，
ａｎｄ　Ｉ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｉｔ
＝ｐ

ａｉ　ｒｅｎ　ａｌｓｏ　ｈｕｇｇｅｄ　ｍｅ．
ｅｈｅｈｅｈｅｈｅ
ｄａ　ｊｉｅ　ｔｈａｔ　ｄａｙ　ａｌｓｏ　ｈｕｇｇｅｄ　ｍｅ
ｏｍｇ．．
ａｈ　ｗｅｅ　ａｌｓｏ　！！
＝Ｄ
Ｉ＇ｍ　ｇｅｔｔｉｎｇ　ｓｏ　ｍｕｃｈ　ｈｕｇｓ　ｔｈｅｓｅ　ｄａｙｓ　Ｉ　ｆｅｅｌ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｌｕｃｋｉｅｓｔ　ｇｉｒｌ　ｉｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｗｏｒｌｄ　
；ＤＤＤＤＤＤＤ

ｗａｎｎａ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｈｏｗ　ｏｕｒ　Ｋ　ｓｉｎｇｉｎｇ　ｅｎｄｅｄ？
＝＝＂
ｉｔ　ｗａｓ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｈｉｓ：

ｉｔ　ｗａｓ　ａｌｍｏｓｔ　２ａｍ，
ｓｏ　ｄａｒｌｉｎｇ　ａｎｄ　Ｉ said, finish singing 男人女人then go home.
mana tahu
Doris suddenly said,
hey come look at this pic.
and she showed SS　ａｎｄ　Ｋｒｉ　ｈｅｒ　ｐｉｃ．
ｓｈｅ　ｓａｙ　ｗｈａｔ　ｂｅｈｉｎｄ　ｈｅｒ　ｆａｃｅ　ｇｏｔ　＇ｔｈｉｎｇ＇
ｉｆ　ｙｏｕ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｈａｔ　Ｉ　ｍｅａｎ．
－＿＿＿－＂

ｔｈｅｎ　ｏｆ　ｃｏｕｒｓｅ　ｌａｈ，
ｈｅａｒ　ｓｏｍｅｏｎｅ　ｓａｙ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｈａｔ，
ｅｖｅｒｙｏｎｅ　ａｌｓｏ　ｓｃａｒｅ　ｌｉａｏ
＝＝＂
ｔｈｅｎ　ｔｈｅｙ　ａｌｌ　ｓｅｅ．
Ｉ see le
still don't agree with them lorh..
to me it's just,
the colour bah..
omigosh but talking and thinking bout the pic makes my hair stand!
LOL!!

changing topic~~
so hence,
we all so scare.
finally we really beh tahan liaos,
then we all ran for it
LOL!
as in really ran
.___.
so scary
T_T

then while going down the stairs,
dear almost fell leh,
walau.
scare me!!
T_T
haix..

lolol.
then before that incident,
ss even said hungry,
after singing go he cha at A1.
then that happened.
LOL!
so cancelled
=p

haiyoo
可惜～
wanted to chat a while bahh
hahaha..
bout things only we should know ehehehe!!
=p

omg omg
Hello Kitty!
bought at one of the stalls

ehehehe!!
my latest pig phone thingy ~
cute bo?
actually,
I　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｉｔ＇ｓ　ｕｇｌｙ，
ｉｎ　ａ　ｃｕｔｅ　ｗａｙ　ｔｈｏｕｇｈ
＝Ｄ
ｏｏｈ　ｏｏｈ　～
ａｎｄ　ｉｆ　ｙｏｕ　ｌｏｏｋ　ｃｌｏｓｅｒ，　
ｙｏｕ＇ｌｌ　ｎｏｔｉｃｅ　ｔｈａｔ　ｉｔ　ｈａｓ　ｔｅａｒｓ．　ＬＯＬ
ａｎｄ　ａｌｓｏ　ａ　ｈｅａｒｔ　ａｔ　ｏｎｅ　ｏｆ ｉｔｓ her　ｌｅｇｓ．
haha

stress ball ~
woooo
I seriously need this
btw,
notice the freakish spongebob behind?
omg scary



and last but not least,'
before I end this post.
hehe.
my favourite pic
^^

dear, me and ai ren x333



eheheh~
had so much fun with you all.
just sad luhh ai ren you're gonna go soon..
boohoo..
=(

I'll miss you.

I'm just glad,
that we still have so much to talk about.
haha..
oohh ~~
sang 擦肩而過too!!
woots!
but too low liao the key .__.
so was a failure..
*sobs*

but at least sang 原諒我～
finally!
haha..


PS:
hehes..
finally updated
=)

PPS:
thanks for being there for me xXx
you know who you are.
thanks for sharing with me,
making me know that I'm not alone.
and like you said:
study hard.
and we'll leave this place together.

hopefully,
we'll find someone who's worth it..


say so much,
I'm still not over him
zzzz!!
talk crap nia
ahahahaha!!!
T_T

我愛瘋了～～

喜歡你
放棄你

how I　ｗｉｓｈ．．
ｏｕｒ　ｐａｔｈｓ　ｎｅｖｅｒ　ｃｒｏｓｓｅｄ．
ｔｈｅｎ　ｐｅｒｈａｐｓ，
ｊｕｓｔ　ｐｅｒｈａｐｓ，
Ｉ might be happier

what you did to me

when I told you I'm not happy,
it meant so many things

it meant that I was sad,
I still am.

it meant that I needed you to be there,
you left me alone.

it meant that I miss you so much,
you don't care.

it meant that I realized I fell too deeply for you,
you never will feel the same.

when I said I like you,
I meant every word I said.


that's why I'm sad.


and when I told you I'm not happy,
it meant that I wanted you to comfort me.

cause there's nobody who can make me sad,
except you.

it did not mean I wanted to be left alone,
it did not mean I needed time for myself.
it did not mean anything that you thought it meant.

you just don't get me.
and that's fine by me.
cause I don't get you too.

PS:
will update on more important matters soon.
bear with me while I go through this ridiculously stupid and time consuming sad phase of mine.

从没有为了谁 不顾安慰付出一切...

NINE WORDS WOMEN USE :

(1) Fine:
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

(2) Five Minutes:
If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have
just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing:
This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes.
Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

(4) Go Ahead:
This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh:
This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh
means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and
arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) That's Okay:
This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means
she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) Thanks:
A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add
in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is
not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' . that will bring on a 'whatever').

(8) Whatever:
Is a woman's way of saying F-- YOU! [oops..sorry my friends]

(9) Don't worry about it, I'll do it:
Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do
several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's
wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.


hahahaha..
this email is so funny!!
and so true
LOOOOOOOL!!


i am not sad!!!