downfall

so I've been looking at the vain photos I've taken in the past.. over the years, I feel a sense of joy whenever I look at self shots of myself from previous years. why? because I felt that I've grown just a little bit prettier than the year before. 

sadly, that's not really the case for me this year. not only am I told reminded that i'm not getting any younger, a friend pointed out that there are wrinkles(!!) at the side of my eyes and that has been bothering me ever since. *sigh

what other way to make myself feel better than to look at old photos and cry about how young I used to look... right? (bonus pic of how I look NOW at the end of this post) 

2009:

bad year. I used to have straight hair, and I was kinda dark at the time. hmm

 these are the only two decent photos I can allow myself to post.


2010:
year of the color contacts! had my pretty pink contacts on most of the time, plus I stayed indoors most of the time, thus the fairer skin. can I call this my golden year? buay paiseh HAHA

oh! I curled my hair this year too. hehe

 how did I manage to have such straight bangs?!

 omg look how big my eyes are/were whatever! LOL
 really like these two pics of myself. but obviously they're highly photoshopped :(

can I go with pretty? XD

omg all my pics back then were photoshopped. -_-
no wonder Terry kept mocking me. I never realized it til now!


2011:
this year, I stopped using colored contacts, mainly because when I wear them, people will gasp and say, "WOW YOUR EYES ARE SO PRETTY". honestly I don't know whether I should be happy about it. come on, the only fake part in my face and you tell me it's pretty? -.-

 dyed hair red! :D loved it lor but it only lasted few weeks? or maybe a month or two. haih


this was how red it was hehehe

 wow black hair :O

 i used to be so fair. :(

 i like thick brows in the 2nd pic, but I can only pull it off in this pic.

 love my fringe in this pic! Y U NO ALWAYS LIKE THIS? stupid fringe



2012:

ahh. and here we are now. the present year. as promised, a pic of me now.





































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do you really want to see it? I look so bad now, especially after cutting my hair!












































darn hair stylist I should've sued you!



















































































or maybe I should? .....

























































































okayy chill just a little further.

am I sexy or what?

;)

woots i love this pic.  no photoshop or editing whatsoever, still look damn nice! :D

had breakfast with Awhyo at 2020 on Thursday

so funny. everything was planned last minute. 3am then i sent msg telling them 930-10am meet at 2020. 

in the end, 9am none of them woke, except me and PL! 

so called Kri and SS and woke them up. Kri woke Doris up. ahaha xD 

damn funny their i-just-woke-up voice.

despite everything, we were still late .__. 

arrived at 1030am. hahaha! but nemind lah, we arrived together so = on time :P 

after eating, we decided to go MCC play Left4Dead.

my first time playing lerh ahaha :D 

omgg so so shiok one. i kept on screaming =,=

but kinda sien lor, the guy working there come gebo gebo -__- 

gebo til help us play ah. ~.~

after playing, we walked to Servay and did some grocery shopping. rofl

bought some drinks and junk food, then headed to my house! :D 

we gossiped (with the aid of FB to provide pix lolol!) while eating. shiokness ehehehe~

but sad case lor, time passed so quickly and they had to leave already :(

but still, had so much fun with them

keep jio-ing each other. especially with PL here it's like we're fighting all the way but then we're not really angry. haha!

had dinner at Tanjung Seafood with family last night. damn full lor. this dish quite special ler, Bamboo Chicken. 

me and my youngest bro. omg he's so cute :D

and we're quite close oh nowadays. he always talk to me ah haha :P 

after dinner (after which i was bloated D:), went to choir practice. saw Elyna and Karen and everyone, long time didn't see them ler :S 

miss them ! 

dad sent me to practice, cos there was a healing at the church, so hard to find parking space. 

after practice, SS picked us all, and we headed to Ming's for our Awhyo talk cock session. :D

ohh how i adore our TC sessions <3

just kept on talking talking and talking. ordered Roti Tissue and Puri. as always, no have Roti Banana -_- 

last night the banana haven't ripe. wtf

also, found a cockroach in Kri's Teh Tarik D: 

we complained. rofl and got a free drink ^^

saw this hot angmoh too. LOLOL! 

funny lah our convo. then whenever Kri and I speak, PL sure shoot us one T.T 

damn funny. hahaha kept on laughing and laughing and laughing :) 

by the time we knew it, it was already 1am ++ *gasp

where did our time go? lolss! 

Ming's was closing so we had to leave. but it was fun while it lasted xD 

woohoo~ can't wait for more awhyo outings. when Susan back, waa sure can talk til need order one jug of water, EACH. haha!! 

okayy so that's it i guess. haha 

going to a party tonight. hope it'll be fun :P 

i'll take pix, if i look good. *cough

me and ah Wee! ;D

you won't see me with my fringe in public for the time being. it's just so hideous. *sigh

PS: 
damn, i think i might have gotten myself into trouble once again. zzz
bye bye money. wtf

it's a date ;)

woooots~
am back from my date !
hehehhehehe!!!

1st date.
with none other than Jac Darling x33

boy, was I nervous !
=D
hmmm...
but normal larh,
1st date what!!
lolol!!
=p


we were both late
lol
._.
from 6 become 7 then in the end,
turned into 7.30
hahaha!!

but what to do.
two tardy gurls = one late date!
hahaha!!

before we went to Parkson,
dropped by at Karen's house.
then called her.
but she didn't answered her phone
-_____-
si babe kns larh you #$%#$&*%(&#(*


when arrived at Parkson,
tmd I suddenly remembered that I had to stop by cathedral to give Elyna the piano book
=.=
I was like,
%#$*%&(#*$&%(*#$

can dun so forgetful ma???
zzzzzz!!!!
we were already in the basement lerh that time!!
wtf...

thankfully,
Jac darling was understanding enough lolz
she even offered to help me pass the book.
lol !

so need go all the way from Parkson to cathedral,
then back.
._.

but never mind lah at least I made it out alive.
*phew*

walk walk walk.
talk talk talk.
saw W705 oh yeah..
lolssss
rm1099 !!!
grrrr~

saw Dex too !
haha..
felt like he shrinked.
lool~
but still,
good looking and a ladies man for sure.
cause when we were going down the escalator,
saw lots and lots of girls talking to him.
hahaha
=D


after Parkson,
went to Secret Recipe !!!
(while in Parkson we kept on discussing bout what we're gonna eat there)
lols!

wasehh so many people there lerhh..
full house
=/

found a seat but then so alang alang one.
in between two tables
so.... felt like we're in their way or something.
@@

hmmm
then we both tengok menu,
mouths already watering.
lolz

then go choose cake.
omg..
LOL!
so many choices
~.~

*drools*

in the end,
bought these..

Chocolate Indulgence (darling's fav) & Macademia? something something..
dun reli like the nuts inside the Macademia thingyy
lolzzz

darling !!!

she keeps on saying "foooiyo"
lolsss
that's just cute!
:D

well she doesn't curse,
so I need to control myself from saying "maaaaaa"(learnt from *ahem* XXX) for every small thing.
lols..


we were feeling so hungry when ordering,
so we ordered so many many many many many many many things !!

all deserts..
wooot !

hahaha
see Jac Darling's face
eyes open so wide when see the food.
tsk tsk tsk.
pig much !

LOOOOL~
look at my super duper HAM face !
(this is probably how my face looked like. *refer to last post for more information bout what I'm crapping bout.* XP)

yummm~
the smarties thingyy thingyy
NICE!

oh yea,
I un-blinged my phone..
lolzz
some might say,
good riddance,
or perhaps some, why the heck did you take the bling off for ??
well..
I also dunno zzzzz
just suddenly felt like it's too early for me to sleep,
plus nothing to do,
so might as well take off the bling cos see till bored already,
and then add it to my pendrive.
LOL!!!

aduh =.=
I'm retarded.
=D

ummm,
perhaps I'll buy some new blings.
hahahah!!!
but still thinking of buying W705,
or the pink W595!!!
T______T
brain wanna explode liaos..
:(

yumm again.
lolz

yumm yumm yunmm!!!

while eating,
darling suddenly suggested to go eat Kolo Mee
-________-"
LOL!!!
but in the end didn't go larh.
too fulll liaos !
haha



chatted for quite some time there,
then after that we left.

sent darling home,
then headed off home too !
and here I am now
:P

oh yea,
we're both in love with the song "Taking Back My Love"
heheheh !!

thanks for the great time darling !
though I know you won't be reading this,
cause your com rosak
hahaha!!!
but still
thanks !
x33




was early for class this morning,
then everyone was gasping away when I entered class

-_________________________-"

is it that shocking?!?!?!
geeeez !

as usual,
last minute do homework again..
zzzz !!
I sucks.

after class,
da jie and the others went to Imperial ~
so I followed.
brought Sing Nin along too.
she's my cousin btw.
lolz

then ate at Blue Cafe.
walked a while.
then round 2 liddat,
Sing Nin went back,
lolxx
the guy came all the way to Imperial to pick her lehhs !
haha

oh yea.
there's this pet exhibition thingyyy at Imp !!
saw lotsa puppiesss!!!
German Shepardss -- rm 1200 !
LOL!!
then other cute puppies which names I have no idea,
and the price also dunno lah.
rabbit, duck,
they have everything man
._.

oh yea,
there's also this squirrel thingyy?
I think?

wtf
it was jumping in its cage
I also jumped when I see it jump
._.
=.="

hamsters also have !!!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!
maybe should find Bean Bean a mate !
=p

and lastly,
the disgusting 'pets' on sell:


snakes

wtf.
nobody in their right mind would take a snake as a pet okayy!!
and if you disagree with me,
then obviously,
you're in your left mind.
screw you.

this is disgustingly huge in real life.
dunno how it manage to shrink in this pic.
so scary.
what if it breaks the glass or something ??
yuccckkkksssssssss !!!!

ooh ooh..
chio-er breed
lolzz !!!
pink snake lehh ~.~
not that I'd ever have one of these as my pet.
looks dangerous.
I still wanna live okay.
I have so much to live for.

scorpions...
omg.
I'm....
speechless.
so crazy wanna have a scorpion as a pet.
no need buy lah,
go Boat Club catch one lah
=.=

there's also a tarantula there.
not to forget:

lizards !

f*cking lizards wtf ???!!!
eeeew I don't even wanna take a pic of them.
shit.
lolz



after Sing Nin left,
went to pick my bro.
then go Imp again.
lolz

b4 that went to Digi center.
omg the place is so high class.
I never knew.
lolz

I bought this.
seemed cute at that time.
but I totally regret buying it now.
zzzzz !!

bought ear phones too !!
in Imperial lahh..
my bro bought new number too.

wth lah.
the person who stole my bro's phone,
really so evil lah.
wanted to get back the sim card,
then the girl at the help desk said that the credit negative rm53 ++
so pro lehh can use till so much !
zzzzz !!
jian !

I touched the PINK W595 just now !!!
omg !!!
I'm in love...
but rm899 lehhs..
*sobs*
compared to W705,
rm1099...
dunno want which lohh...

or should I just get the $$ and use it for shopping ?

:(


*head explodes*

oh yea I saw hiao po Ling at Blue Cafe when I passed by with my bro.
hahahaha!!!
miss you sa po !