new header yeaaa ;D

so...... how you like me new header? cos i love love lovesss it! (:
hehehe

it was supposed to be like this. but i decided to put in me and Kim Hyung Jun's faces, because i am ham that way ;DD

 yay yay i'm so happy with the header now. wooh~~ <3



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bah.. Sunday already. yet i haven't even straightened my front hair  :/
why am i so lazy?
i guess i'll just have to find the right time again.. :3

neways, this morning at church, my mum and dad laughed at me, they said my 12year old brother is taller than me. where got???? 

i'm taller right?? right????? wtf

sakai pic. ^_^

youngest bro, showing off his magic. lolol

look at them. cute bah :D

woohoo. this is after mask-ing last midnight
but hair still so so dry. :(



school starts tomorrow! excited, NOT. ;]]

Day 17 - A picture of your mp3 player

bet all of you forgot bout the Picture Challenge. well, i didn't! ehehe
so... that's it huh? just a pic and the post ends?  :s


met up with awhyo just now. Bryan Goh is back. can you believe the first thing he said to me was "wei melo when you go do your hair oh?"
-___-
i have been having curly hair since May if not mistaken!  *smacks forehead*


my no-supper plan is so far so good. but then again it's only been a day. -_-
and i'm really happy that most of my friends are coming back for the raya holidays. can't wait to fill my tummy with lots and lots of rendang + curry. yummeh <3
gonna get some rest soon! church early tomorrow hehehe (:

poops i did it again?

i don't get how is it that every time i finally get my arse off the chair and decide to take a bath, i hear the sound of the bathroom door slamming shut, meaning that my brother just went in from the other side. *groans*

so while waiting for him to finish taking his bath, i pace around my room. well, not exactly.
in reality, i go back to doing what i was doing before i decided that it is finally time to take a bath. sad thing is, by the time it is my turn to use the bathroom, the urge to poop miraculously disappears.

i just know it will. :(


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update: my brother is so done bathing, and so is my urge to poop... gone. blardy hell. plus, it's 1.27AM and i haven't bath!! D:


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hahaha it's 1.56AM now and i still haven't bath.
okay before ending this post, some pix of myself which i edited.
i don't think i did a good job lor. hahaha !



#1

fake lashes. still need my dalring to teach me how to put it on  :x
'cause i suck at it. it barely sticks, is like blink few times then it falls off? lmao
plus, there's actually a gap between the fake lashes and the real ones. showing some skin there. ma gu noob hai.


#2

haha guess what i edited!! d:

 damn. KHJ's eyes are bigger than mine. T__T
best pic in this post (sad case) even without editing. <3

(●̮̮̃•̃) /●̮̮̃•̃\

/█\♥/█\

 KHJ       MELO

P/s

i LOL-ed at the married couple emoticon. HAHAHAHAHAHA

mustache

zomg. look at my fringe. no wait! don't look at it!!

neways, bought this baby yesterday. *inserts evil laughter*
Wee and I spent like forever walking in Guardian. the Guardian in town has a lot more things compared to the one in Parkson. i think?

oh ho ho. all i know is i'm so happy ~~

 has anyone realized that money is so hard to earn, yet so easy to spend? :((
SAD.

and today is Friday... which marks the end of my holidays!
the sad part is : everyone's holiday starts next week. wtf is this shit.
when i holiday, nobody holiday. when everybody holiday, i no holiday. FML much.

and my gum/teeth hurts!! i am so so sad. even swallowing my saliva hurts i don't know why. maybe cos the gum is involved in the process or something ha ha ha. 
darn. seems like i'm a very sad girl hor. hahahaha. boooooo :(


 another thing. the side of my mouth and nose has been itching for the past few days. at first i kept on scratching it, even enjoying scratching it (lol sot one). then yesterday, it started to hurt when my face touched water. (SAD SAD SAD). worse part is the bottom and side of my mouth is a darker shade of skin and some of the skin is coming off. MA GU

 P/s

SORRY FOR BORING YOU ALL WITH MY COMPLAINTS! and to make up for all that complaining, i used a very interesting title for this post. wahaha. 

hello september! (:

 all the sakai photo's from Wee's phone. hahaha
so ham woi! D:

neways, was dragged out of the house by sim chia wee and katty. lolol. went to parkson, then walked to Imperial xD
sad to say i didn't bought anything :(

just eat eat eat only. apuhhh ~
i think i gained weight already. ahaha. so much for shredding some pounds during the hols. my bro, on the other hand, has shrinked yo! his clothes look oversized for him wtfff screw him and his determination ;DD

hmm.. might go and straighten my fringe tomorrow.. but kinda lazy too. aduhh.. decisions decisions :/
maybe i should spend all my money and bring a bottle of plain water everywhere i go so i won't be tempted to spend my money on food. good idea, ei? :P

ROFL - playing StarCraft with TzeJing at Wee's. damnnnn i lost to him!! boohooohooooo

lifeless

seems like nothing is going right for me..
the fact that i don't have money is stressing me out. i feel like buying so many things yet i can't cause' if i do, i might use up the little money i have left.

and the fact that my so called 'parents' can't be arsed to buy me things is really pissing me off.
when i say things, i don't mean material stuffs like clothes, bags or shoes, i know very damn well you will never in your right mind buy me any of those things so all these while i've been buying those stuffs with my own money.!!

by things, i mean shit like shampoo, hamster food and facial cleansers. why can't you just think on my behalf for once?
i don't have a part time job anymore. the allowance you're giving is barely enough for me to survive. if i still use my own money to buy shampoo, it's like suicide. it'll take less than a month for me to go officially bankrupt.

have you ever cared about how i feel? i have needs too.
for the first time in my life, i'm considering ways to die that don't involve me rotting in hell. so if anyone knows any, please leave a comment so i can finally leave this fucking world.

lame #2

this morning before going to church, we stopped by my 12-year-old-brother's friend's house as he spent the night there.
my gosh, you should have seen the size of the house, or should i say, mansion.

as the gates opened, we saw a garage at the side. i didn't paid much attention as i was still half awake but i did noticed two land cruisers. the ninja turtle king sized one. the price of the two added together is already more than my house! (i think?) and yeah, there were even more cars there.

when my brother entered the car, his face was plastered with a goofy grin. i guess sleeping inside a mansion has a way of making one happy.
anyways, he mentioned his friend's uncle owning two Ferrari's.
so i quickly looked back at the garage, and sure enough, there they were: two freakin' yellow Ferrari's. why in the world would someone need two Ferrari's is beyond me.


so........
that morning during breakfast, i cracked a lame joke. hehehe

me: who's your friend oh... why so rich one? 

bro: *Alvin (name altered to protect privacy)


me: your friend got brother or not? *hamsap face* 

-mum heard me say this- 

bro: no oh.. but cousin got lah. 


mum: how bout his uncle?...


bro: already married.

HAHAHA never knew my mum had a funny bone in her ROFLMAO! and it was funny how my brother didn't wait for mum to finish her question and straightaway answered her. hahaha
mum and i couldn't stop laughing after that conversation.
the lady who brought us our drinks gave us the wtf?! look.

dad asked us what we were laughing about. mum told him and immediately i got a whole lecture on how i should not "be with a guy just because he's rich", lecture included how rich men can easily cheat because they have money, and also how rich men won't have enough time to spend with their children because they're too busy making more money.

P/s that's just my dad being well, dad.  so if you're a rich man, please do not be offended ;]

true love exists??

oh yeah! i am color contacts free! ... for the time being ;P
bought a pair pink contacts from Lovely Lens House thru FB. turns out the seller is my friend wtf -_-
she evil lor hiding her identity from me. but still.. support her yeah!! cos the lens damn nice also. ahaha <3


neways, went to a birthday dinner just now. my dad's friend's 50th. it was fun. food okay okay only, i was so full D:

but the speeches were very funny and touching at the same time. their children, 3 of them are in the phillipines and couldn't come back to celebrate his birthday with him, so they wrote letters, and close friends read them out on stage. almost brought me to tears :x

oh dear, look at my fringe.

nerdeh glasses is <3. 


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i was gonna type a long speech on how i suddenly believe that maybe, just maybe, true love does exist in this world, but my english just ain't pro enuf to express what i want to say. *SIGH*
so... thus ends my post. muahaha!

it's like 1.27AM and i'm still wide awake, right after promising dad i'd bath and sleep early from now on. :s

well... at least i bathed earlier than usual, right? ;D

i love youuuu <3 but i love Bean Bean more =|


PS: i have no idea what is going through my mind lately. it's like, i'm not thinking at all! the things i do, the thoughts that go through my head... it's just so wrong. i'm torn to pieces feeling this way. but sometimes i just can't help feeling attracted to you? (wtf you see these are the forbidden thoughts i was talking about!)
but i know fairly well this is WRONG. as in, capital letters wrong. bah. not gonna elaborate.
NITES! >:)

musketeer 3rd monthsary♥

hee~ went out for dinner on Wednesday. celebrated our Musketeer gang's 3rd month together.
we started out with 3 members, then added another 3 more ;DD

so now we're 6.! ;]

not much to elaborate. dinner was at Citrus, overall price was kinda ex but we had fun there. hehehe
so... pics! to brighten your day :P

love you guys ttm <3

PS. we really needs a camera, don't you think? :| 

PPS: 

IT'S THE HOLIDAYS BABEHHHHHHH ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D

lame

i need a man job.

Day 16 - A picture of your dream cell phone

yesssssssss my dream phone is iPhone !! hahaha. white color one. T3T
so so nice  :3

dun reli like the iphone 4 cos it's so... square-ish ahaha. shit  can't wait for my phone to spoil so i can buy new one ;D
that's all! can't wait to finish this challenge -_- but what would i blog bout then? :s

Day 15 - A picture of yourself

hehee 2nd post for todayy ;]
can't wait to complete this challenge!

and tomorrow's challenge is a good one. :P

byesss <3

Day 14 - A picture of you and a few friends

hehehe. 7 out of 13 members present. ;D
last night, my airen chia-ed us Pizza Hut cos she lost a bet. muahahaaa~

yay had fun spending time with them. sorry to Kri and Doris though.. they have exams the next day yet i still force them to come just cos i want to see them :s

and todayyy~ SS, C3 and Daryl came to Curtin! wooh~ hahaha
showed them around campus, nothing much to see actually. heheh i think SS only interested in looking at guys lor *ahemm
but so nice lah they come visit though the weather was so so hot D:

have a safe flight tomorrow, airen!! (:
Daryl Soon too!

can't wait for Raya to come. Bryan, Susan and SS coming back again. haha plan for our sushi trip kay!? i broke also must go!! wakaka <3

maybe

maybe.. beneath that i-don't-give-a-damn attitude you portray, there's actually a small part of you that cares.
maybe, beneath that emotionless face, there's actually a heart that feels and hurts, just like a normal person does.

maybe, i was filled with so much hate, that i didn't realize how blind i was.

sigh.. i'm so so sorry. i'm always blinded by the less important things. focusing on the bad things that happened instead of being grateful that you're alright.
maybe.. maybe i'm just effing selfish.

i remember the last time we fight. we didn't talk for days. then one night, we both burst out shouting at each other. we said some pretty hurtful stuffs, and both ended up crying. when i saw your tears, i was stunned. i never meant to hurt you the way i did. i never knew you cared. i never knew you'd shed a tear. to me, you were always cool and showed no expression on your face. even when dad was scolding us, i'd always end up crying, but you never cried.

it was... scary, frightening. knowing that i did something so bad to make you cry.
i'm sorry. i guess i'm just not perfect. i will learn to forgive... and eventually, forget. i'm sorry i'm not the sister you'd wish me to be. i'm sorry for hating you, i should have stopped and think how you felt. instead of showing you my i-hate-you-you're-the-reason-we're-in-this-shit face. that must have hurt. i suck. period. please give me time to change and be a better person.

i love you too. :)