why you? why me? why now...

ehehehhe!!!

went to makan murtabak yesterday
with none other than my dearies
aka AWHYO gang members!!

wooo
went there,
because Daryl Soon is back from KL!!
wooots!!
=D

just in case someone doesn't know how he looks like
here's a pic of him ^^

hahah!!
taken with my phone wor!!
=p
I'm just good at photographing bahhhh
wakaka!!


we went to our old Physics tuition there to eat murtabak!!
our fav bahh
cause they sell the best murtabak ever!!
or maybe it's because we ate there together all the time,
so it tastes exceptionally great!!
^^

everyone went!!
including Bry and Karen !!
hehe !!


makan makan,
after that,
went to Boulevard!
Bry left us after eating loh..
always so early go home one that guy.
tsk tsk tsk..


then Karen also went back halfway when in Boulevard.
lolol
hmm..
Doris dear brought me to the phone shop to see my phone
x333
hahaha.
my dream phone!!
*drools*
wow.
tried it.
then ok bah.
they say the camera not so good but seems ok to me.
but still, they keep saying negative things bout it
now make me also unsure whether to buy it or not
=(

haha..
so chio
~.~


after that,
went up to food court to chat chat !!
=D
lols.
and omg,
did I mention that we saw Xiao Jing Teng therE?!?!??!
oh my gosh!!!
LOL!

tsk tsk tsk..
playing with lakia..
omg..


but still engtao bah!!
grrr..
why is he married?!?!?!
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL~




okayy back to this morning.
on the way to school,
guess who I saw?

LOLOL!!!

sakai Bryan of course!!
LMAO!!!
his face sooooooo funny I don't know why!!
just every time I see his face I will laugh one!
hahhaa!!!



ok here's what happened.!
drive inside the pujut small road there,
then then,
at cross road there,
suddenly saw someone's head pop out from the car.
then smile so enthuastically till his smile almost seemed fake.
LOL!!
turns out it was ~~

Bryan Goh
LMAO!!
so funny!!
shiok dao!!

then I messaged him, saying what so high.
he so long then replied ._.
and what he said really too funny liao!

Bry said,
walau I forgot I cannot open the window for three days lah.

LOL!!!

hahahahhaha!!!
he just tinted his car btw, that's why he said that.
hahahahhah!!!
serves you right who ask you go tint car never call me.
ahahah
=D


oh yea.
Bry so totally forced me to write bout him
hahaha!!
*shakes head*

anyways,
my pm in msn is now this:
"Blow The Candles Out.. Looks Like A Solo Tonight.."
Bry told me the title of the song,
which is "Candles" by Hey Monday.

wth..
very nice!!
grrr..
made me emo nia !!!
ZZZZZzzzZZZZZ omg !
T_T



lols.
now for the emo part of this post.

[PS: just because this part of the post is emo, doesn't mean I'm an emo person!! *ahem*]

monday morning.
drove to school as usual.
so happy, cause just burned a new copy of songs.
sang along to my current fav song --- cha jian er guo. 擦肩而過
sing sing.
then saw a car similar to his.
of course I also no feel liao lah,
cause all the time see liao,
not his car pun,
waste my time to even be shocked.
.__.

then
hah!
when the car turned into the lane I go see the plate number.
wtf really is his car.
then looked inside.
there he was...

oh my gosh.
I should be happy but I wasn't
not at all.
so shocked till I don't know what to say.

went on driving.
as if nothing happened.

then

suddenly I got all emotional I don't know why
and I started to cry.
just little bit of tears only lah.
lol
-___-

just felt like,
why????

why let me see him?
why now?
why not the day before?
why why why???

I gave up on him.
then let me see him again.
shit much?

so funny.
what a life I got here.
geeez


世上最遙遠的距離，
是我就站在你面前，
你卻看不見。。。

so,
I guess giving up is the right choice after all.
since that's what everyone's telling me...

and it is..
the wiser choice after all.
you just can't force someone to feel the same.
haha...

even when I laugh, or smile.
deep down,
I am unhappy.


haiyy..
I miss the old, cheerful me.

if only you knew what you've done to me.



but I doubt you'd even care

cause obviusly, he's out of my league~

went to Boulevard yesterday~

meet with jie
lolol
what we do arh?

hmm..
after eating,
went to Wonderland play games
saw Freddie there
.___.
LOL!!!
shocked!
jie said he very cute...
*pengsan*
hahaha!!

anyways,
after eating yesterday,
stomach suddenly so f*cking pain I don't even know why!!
=="
1st time leh!! (excluding that time at McD lol)
my stomach so strong one where can have stomach ache?!
*gasps*
so unbelievable!!

then my jie keep think I wanna go toilet =="
or I lai that...
but both not lah LOL!!
so I just watched them both play the dancing game.
hahaha..
wanna laugh cause Freddie SUCKS in the game.
muahaha!!!
but then stomach reli very pain luhh..
till I need to hug myself.
hahaha..
later people think I'm pregnant or something
omg!

found out something yesterday,
----
that my jie jie is a bad bad girl!!
hahaha
hor hor!!!
tsk tsk tsk.

dad called while I was in Boulevard, but didn't hear my phone ring.
then turns out he called cause they were locked out
LOL!!
and they all dun have keys .__.
plus my mum was in the office..
hahahaha!!
funny but then I feel bad too.
=X
in the end my brother need to climb the fence then go in through my window
.___.
pro o not?!
my room upstairs leh ~.~
I have no idea how he managed to climb so high

so after everything~
evening liddat went to the Jom Makan thingy with jie.
again.
haha..
and this time when going in I saw Doris dear and Kri Laopo~~
woo woo~
haha..
Celcom shirt damm chio hor
*wink wink*
=D

oh yeah,
something happened today that touched my heart deeply.
*ahem*

lols

I bet some of you know what I'm gonna talk bout .__.
and to those I'm saying this to,
please do not get offended or what larh,
and please oh please do not kill me.

or bury me alive !

anyways,
please lah..
can you all please not be so rude?
talk to people show a bit respect larh..
even if just a lil' kid or what..
cannot talk nicely meh???
and and,
need to smoke everywhere you go meh??
ok larh,
I'm not saying you can't smoke
but think bout others mah!!

think bout me leh, I'm like, sick?
or is it you like to hear my sexy voice ??
LOL!!

and one more thing,
the way you guys treated you-know-who really very ..
all I can say is you guys definitely crossed the line!

can dun bully someone just because you feel like it?
or are you telling me he deserves to be bullied?

haiyo..
just treat others the way you want others to treat you ma..

for goodness sake.
one of you same church with me leh *Ahem*
mai spoil image lah muahahha!!!
must be like me,

an angel in everything I do.

ehehehhehe!!!

no offence oh!!

dun chop me tomorrow!!

;D

PS:

ehhs Terry,

can dun always jio me like that =="
mahai..
I know he's out of my league lah zzzz
do you like have to point out the obvious???
already so sad you still wanna spit on my face T____T
no no.. make that
spit into my eyes!!!

*sobs*

haiixx!!
jie also said,
guys like him too many girls chasing after him,
he won't give a damn..
cause your just one of the many girls who like him... =(
and in my case,
I'm just one of the many girls that likes him

sobbbbsssss!!!!

PPS:
I find this poem,
quoted during Youth Mass by Father Andy,
VERY VERY MEANINGFUL!!

People are often unreasonable,
illogical and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind,
People may accuse you
of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be Kind anyway.

If you are successful,
you will win some false friends and
some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank,
people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building,
someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway

If you find serenity and happiness,
they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today,
people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have,
and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis.
it is between you and God;
It is never between you and them anyway.

Anyway--Mother Theresa