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hi guys,

does anyone still read this blog of mine? Haha. well in my previous post dated way back til MAY last year, i mentioned about moving? haha yeah. so i don't write here anymore cause i reached my photo quota :(

ANYWAYS, i'm really excited to announce that i'm opening up my blogshop really really soon! *squeals* :D :D :D

not sure why announcing it here feels so much easier, maybe it's cause no one reads this blog anymore. ngahaha. i really really really hope everything turns up. yay.

please visit my blogshop! oh, there aren't any items in it yet, but there will be soon. i hope xD :D *fingers crossed* 

what pisses me off...

is people trying to tell me otherwise. if you don't agree with what i said, what i believe in, fine, so be it. but, keep your opinion to yourselves. it'll only make me even more angry.

so i'm sorry if i've said anything to offend you when you offended me. just so you know even more vicious words were written but i managed to erase them before posting them out. so yeah, you don't agree, then just keep it to yourself. i never asked for your opinion anyways.

pull a crap

my stomach has been acting weirdly lately. halfway eating and i'll have this uncomfortable feeling, then minutes later you'll see me dashing to the toilet. haha. sad case. neways, had brunch with Jac, YM and AC. woots. it's been awhile since i've been Jac's personal driver. ahaha. neways, headed back home again after eating cos urm.. well tummy issues. plus i had to help mum with something. then Wee came by and she helped me with my maths quiz. i seriously don't know what i'd do without her. the maths quiz is damn hard! thanks so much Wee :)) <3

after a little stalking and whatnot, we headed to Parkson to meet Katty, turns out she didn't went to work. owh well at least we treated ourselves to McFlurries! :D  but i must say after today, i won't be having any McFlurry's nemore.. made me feel sick. SAD! fooled around in Watsons, Wee intro-ed me to all the products there. rofl. and she kept bragging that she should work there =.=

hmm.. nothing much to blog about. i'm too addicted to tumblr that i'm just too lazy to type out anything anymore :(
i guess the pictures shall make up for my lack of words. ^-^

 Rocher roses! ;D ;D

 SPOILER!!

awwwwww this Donald Duck is simply too adorable!! :3 I WANT ONE!!! BUT IT COSTS FREAKIN' RM135 :(((((((((
WHY SO EX LAH?! *moans*

took this pic while riding the Curtin bus. Wan Ching, Mei Yuk and I decided to take a joy ride on the bus since we had time to spare. the ride to the bus stop outside of Curtin was fun, and enjoyable. however, there were so many students entering the bus from the village bus stop. WTF and we were like ZOMG what if not enough space for them?! then we felt so so guilty :| sadly in the end there really wasn't enough space for all the students then everyone had to squeeze. the three of us kept our heads down in shame and Mei Yuk kept assuring us that no one knows we don't belong. WTF HAHAHA FUNNY SHITZ!

x

having breakfast with awhyo tomorrow. i always aeroplane them they must hate me so much right now! :(
i must not be late
i must not be late
i must not be late
i must not be late
i must not be late!!!!!

;D



PS: do checkout my AWESOME tumblr! --- HERE

dang

oh my wet wet hair. ;D

well hello again. had so much fun today, but somehow i'm not feeling swell, like, there's this weird uncomfortable feeling inside my chest. i don't know how to let it out. i don't know how to describe it. i guess i just feel like i'm gonna be chased out of the house any time soon, i don't know? :(


i feel like i haven't been me lately. have i transformed into something, someone else? i've been acting like an asshole, treating people like shit just because they got on my nerves. there are relationships i've destroyed and that really made me feel crappy. like why didn't I think twice before doing/saying things that'll hurt people? and now i'm doing the same yet to another person. sometimes i wonder whether i'll ever look back and feel like punching myself in the face for being so incredibly stupid. oh wait, i don't have to look back cos i already feel like punching myself now -.- but.... it's not that i want to be mean, sometimes i just can't help it. do you know that feeling? like... you just can't bear to look that person in the eye? and everything he/she says or does just simply annoys the hell out of you? haha. yea that's how i'm feeling right now. well maybe perhaps i'm not solely to blame. you did do something that hurt me. it's a very deep hurt, FYI. being betrayed like that, i cannot believe you. i'm not sure whether i've forgiven you but i'm pretty damn clear that i haven't forgotten. so yeah, give me some time. the goody goody melo will be back! :)

 and to my parents, oh dear if you only knew what i've done. honestly i still think you guys are overreacting but then again, i haven't been the best daughter since like, forever. so forgive me please! :/ and i'm really trying to change. and i'm feeling like studying again! woot. erm by saying that i meant: finally reading through the tonnes of lecture notes that i've printed but haven't bothered to read. rofl. ho ho and just to prove it, i'm proud to say that i've just completed my quiz 9 and personal contribution form, and also my programming quiz? ehehe (A) *proud face*



as for today. hehe it was totally AWESOME. or according to a new person i hung out with today ---- FUCKING AWESOME!
after class, headed to pujut 2 abc for ice kacang. woohoo the cute lil' boy was there, as always. damn he's so cute. played with him for awhile but then he kinda scared me when he wanted me to build a robot using his lego's. even showed me the pic and ask me to build according to that -_-
after that, we headed to Hot Cross Bun cos urm.. the new person i hung out with today, who is also Wee's classmate, wanted to order a cake. i'm calling him person cos i don't really know his name. hehehe the car ride was pretty interesting as he had so much to say. kinda funny in a way. we all laughed like mad. and i must say i've heard enough of the word 'fuck' to last me one whole year. ;]

after maths lecture, headed to After Three for dinner with the musketeers! :D damn, our group is getting larger. haha. dinner was damn filling, i didn't even finish my food but i was bloated already. :X anyways, we took pics and crapped so much that we received a complaint saying we were too noisy. wtf HAHAHA! after dinner was sing k session! :P headed down to Simon Tiong and sang there. finally got to sing my song 猜不透. :) but the thing about open air sing k is that you have to wait very long for your turn :| kinda annoying lehhs. hmmmm i guess that's about it? really miss my dalring though i see her quite often haha. but yeah really had fun guys.! (: see you soon. after i'm ground-free? rofl i'm not grounded yet but somehow i feel that i will be. ehehe.

LMAO!
or like Doreen always says,

suck on that, suckers!!! 

;DDDDD

hais

nothing is going right for me at the moment.
firstly, my body's been itching for the past few days. like, fucking itchy kind of itchy.
at first thought it's allergy or something? but now i'm starting to think it might be a disease cause' i'm never allergic to anything! especially food. wtf

as if this isn't suffering enough, i washed and treatment-ed my hair just now with high hopes that my fringe wouldn't be so dry nemore. (i straightened it Monday)
fuck lah. first time i straightened fringe til it comes out so frizzy. it looks as if i  玉米烫 my fringe. WTF *smacks self*
i really wish to wake up from this nightmare and realize that it was all just a dream. the shit i am in.
hais... why so dry :(
why!? i can't bear to look at my fringe. i prefer it curly than it is now. damn fucking screw it. the only thing stopping me from chopping it all off is my sanity. and i am almost going insane. i really am. the fucking itch is seriously killing me!


not only that, tomorrow's Friday. and suddenly all them assignments that are due come popping up. why in the world didn't i feel like doing them on Monday??? shit. fuck you summary. hais.


ok la i'm going to sleep my sorrows away. hopefully tomorrow morning the itch will stop. sigh. as for the fringe, i give up. you win. be as frizzy as you want, i don't give a fuck anymore.

if you dare comment bout my reddish hands/fugly fringe, imma choke you like the cat in the pic above. ROAR!!

lifeless

seems like nothing is going right for me..
the fact that i don't have money is stressing me out. i feel like buying so many things yet i can't cause' if i do, i might use up the little money i have left.

and the fact that my so called 'parents' can't be arsed to buy me things is really pissing me off.
when i say things, i don't mean material stuffs like clothes, bags or shoes, i know very damn well you will never in your right mind buy me any of those things so all these while i've been buying those stuffs with my own money.!!

by things, i mean shit like shampoo, hamster food and facial cleansers. why can't you just think on my behalf for once?
i don't have a part time job anymore. the allowance you're giving is barely enough for me to survive. if i still use my own money to buy shampoo, it's like suicide. it'll take less than a month for me to go officially bankrupt.

have you ever cared about how i feel? i have needs too.
for the first time in my life, i'm considering ways to die that don't involve me rotting in hell. so if anyone knows any, please leave a comment so i can finally leave this fucking world.

my source of happiness

here's the thing:
i stopped pressuring myself to save for a new phone. so this whole week, i needn't worry about not having enough money to spend because i must save a certain amount.

no more watching other people licking their ice creams while all i can afford to lick is the sweat off my face.
no more stopping myself every time i want to buy something because now, i have all the money in the world to spend!
muahaha!!

do you know how it feels?

great.


i've never felt this happy in a long long time.
i mean yeah i've had happy days, but the happiness i get from spending is 'special'.

i feel free. untied. i don't know? i just hate the feeling of having to stop myself from being happy.
and in this case, being happy means spending money.

thus, if i continue to save for the damn phone, then i would have to sacrifice my money spending so i can do some money saving.

however...

 being happy = spending money

if money spending decreases, then being happy decreases too.
now...
              who would want that, right?


x


so imma make myself happy again later on today by buying myself Prawn Mee for lunch. then ice cream after. ^-^
in your face! (suckers who can't afford ice cream cos you have to save for a new phone!!)
*evil laugh*

 Kim Hyung Jun♥ (right)
my other source of happiness. teehee~ <3




-update- !!

Terry, being considerate about my feelings? i'm in awe.
hahahaha

tired

you know what? i'm tired of everything.

i'm tired of getting my hopes up, just to be disappointed all over again.
i'm tired of getting angry because you won't let me do anything. and by anything, i mean everything.
i'm tired of being the black horse. always the one who can't make it to gatherings.
i'm tired of being the clueless one. not knowing what to do every fucking time.
i'm tired of being the burden everyone else has to carry.
i'm tired of being such bitch all the time.
i'm tired of my mood swings, how i get jealous for this and that.
i'm tired of my low self esteem, always thinking that i'm not good enough, that i don't deserve this i don't deserve that.
i'm tired of all the insecurities i'm feeling.
i'm tired of how lazy i am when it comes to my studies.
i'm tired of lying to dad saying that i am doing my best in my studies when in fact - i am not.
i'm tired of pretending to like what i'm going to do in the future - become an engineer.
i'm tired of life. when will it fucking end?


and no. i'm not suicidal. DON'T WORRY.
i'm just t.i.r.e.d.




i still can't believe mum said no. she wasn't this protective last time! last time she never even cared if i went out. she just say "don't care you lah."
 now?

hmmph. this cannot that cannot. everything cannot.
she didn't even give me this weeks' allowance because she was upset with me. wtf?
how come my bro got. ??
how come the way you talk to him is nicer than the way you talk to me?
how come he can go out late i cannot?
how come every time he says something, your answer is always yes?
how come you told him he's handsome, but never once did i hear you say i'm pretty. ?
how come other people's mum bring them out shopping together, but you won't even bring me grocery shopping cos you're afraid of the way i spend?
how come other people can talk to their mum about everything, but i can't even get your attention to listen to me speak?
how come i can't feel that you love me?


i know sometimes i'm irresponsible.
i know sometimes i overspend.
i know sometimes i have too much fun and neglect everything else.

but aren't you supposed to love me despite my flaws?
even if i'm ugly? fat? stupid?
well you should. but you don't.
you never appreciate me for who i am, what i've done.

oh God, this post shouldn't even be here. it should be in my private blog.
but like i said, i'm tired. or maybe i'm just lazy to move this post there.

maybe,

i
just
don't
fucking
care.



so there.

FML!!!! MAX

walauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !!!!
i am CCB KNN BUAY SONG right now!!!!! ARRRRRGHHHHHH!!!


so suay. today's a fucking suay day. that's all i can say. never liked April Fools'. now i hate it!! RAWRRRR

1. whole day damn tired, then knot fall asleep. suan liao lor.



2. cannot go sing k.  i is not happy lor. you know how long i haven't go sing k with my lovers le ma????
i waited damn long for this holiday so i can go sing. then knot. PUI!!!




3. received a message saying that i'm the intercessor for tonight's mass. the mass is 9-12 leh!!! mlm
so last minute tell me!!! HOW COME IT DIDN'T SAY IM INTERCESSOR IN THE ROSTER!!!! KNS.

so SUAN LIAO. i told myself to stay calm. at least i can watch my Kim Hyung Jun's show cos i waited for it to load for the whole fucking day on youtube.



4. then when i was about to cheer myself up by watching the show, I FUCKING PRESSED THE WRONG BUTTON AND LOADED ANOTHER PAGE. OMFG I AM SO FUCKING PISSED I CAN KILL SOMEONE RIGHT NOW. UGHHHHH !!!!!!


I FUCKING WAITED THE WHOLE DAY (SINCE AFTERNOON TIL NOW THEN IT FINALLY LOADED FINISH OKK), THEN NOW IT'S ALL GONE?? JUST LIKE THAT??

CIBAIIIIII !!!!!!!!






i fucking wish life has an undo button. or that i'm a famous celebrity who's being Punk'd !!!!

ASHTON WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?? COME OUT AND TELL ME I'M PUNK'D!!!!


FML !

ta ma de i wanna complain!!

today was an emotional day. whole day of lectures, 4 to be exact. i had fun though, rolling in my seat the whole time cos the lectures were boring! D: 

but the Maths one not bad larh, kinda humourous. as for the other one.. i had no clue what he's talking about +_+ 

walauuu :( 

and as you can see in the pic, PIZZA. ! hehehe

but hor, this time our trip to Pizza Hut wasn't as pleasant =[ 

*big fat sigh*

after lectures, we rushed to Parkson to catch Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief ! *grins* 

which starts at 645pm! 

we decided to eat at Pizza Hut. bad idea lor. hmmph. the ppl working there really disgust me!!
got one beeyotch, last time we came, ask her to wipe the table, she looked at us then walked away. wtf

today was almost the same.

we were rushing to catch our movie. it was already 6 at the time. we ordered meal, and i ordered an extra yoghurt drink so can bring to cinema after. 

usually when i order, ala carte rm3.90 only ok. who knew i saw in the receipt, it's rm7.20. 

fucking RM7.20 (not including tax) for a yoghurt drink. 

when we almost finish eating the pizza, i decided to ask whether can cancel the yoghurt drink or not, cos i was damn fucking full at that time, plus they haven't even made it yet!! 

answer-

guy A:

"cannot."

"but i'll try and ask my manager whether can or not lah"

fuck you lah. 

ask manager. don't you dare use that pathetic excuse on us. why am i so pissed??

because when we just arrived, we asked whether our pizza can half one flavour half another flavour, cos i saw once in the TV that it's possible. 

he said he'll "ask the manager", but did he????

NO, he just freakin stood there. MA GU !!!!! 

so suan liao. 

i decided to just buy the freakin yoghurt, since it's ALREADY TYPED INTO THE RECEIPT. 

how lousy is your system that you can't even delete that one purchase? ROFL. suck cock lah your service.

fine. moving on. 

we paid for our meal, including the drink. problem solved, right?

NO OH OH. NOT DONE YET OH. 

after paying, i asked for my yoghurt drink. 

then suddenly guy B came back, asking whether can change to Strawberry or not, cos the Mango one OUT OF STOCK. 

so I asked in return, 

"can i just cancel the order?"

"cannot."

cheebye you ask me can change my order or not then i ask can cancel you say cannot. so why don't you just fucking tell me you've changed my order???? 

really pissed lah!! ta ma de.

so fine lor. then Wee asked the guy, how come the drink is RM7.20. we ordered pizza so should be RM3.90. 

he was speechless. so we waited while he asked. 

all this shit and we were already running late. _|_ 

he came back, telling us 

"RM7.20 cos you take away. take away price is different."

fuck? 

take away yoghurt drink free the glass is it? mlm

take away and having there same also use the plastic one.

like that also extra charge. 

fine.
i pay.

so i told the guy fine i'll take the strawberry one. 

gobbled up the remains of our pizzas, then waited for the TAKEAWAY yoghurt drink.

then guy A came. he saw me holding the receipt and he thought i haven't paid

guess what he said??

"ohh i'll go ask my manager whether.."

"it's okay i paid already."

i cut him off. he's just so bloody annoying, ASKING MANAGER. 

you think this excuse can save your ass every time? ROFL. go die. 

so he went to the counter. i was expecting my STRAWBERRY yoghurt drink now lor. since mango one out of stock. 

suddenly guy A said 

"can wait awhile? cos one of our staff went and buy the ingredients."

so i was like huh??? i thought Mango one out of stock, why now Strawberry one also need to buy ingredient.

._.

so while waiting, i heard guy B talking to guy A.

i don't understand his lakia language lah. but i heard enough to know what he's talking about.

he said something like this : 

"i told her Mango one finish change to strawberry then she dun wan. blablabla take away blablabla. "

ci bai

i was horror-strucked. 

where why how can such a fucked up guy be working in Pizza Hut all these while. i guess it's a pretty fucked up job. heh. *points middle finger* 

hmmph. turns out, guy B (the fucked up one) misunderstood. he thought i insist on not changing my order. (LMAO) 

so they made me Mango yoghurt. 

so at long fucking last, my TAKEAWAY yoghurt was done. hooray?

HELL NO. 

not cold, no plastic, not even as nice as it tasted last time.

hmmph. 

and it cost us our time and we were late for our movie!!

ruined my mood too. damn angry lor. cbcbcbcbcbcbcb!!!!

if i could kick you (guy B, for being such a fucked up guy, and guy A, for being such a wuss hiding behind the MANAGER)  in the balls, trust me, i would. 

it'll do our community good too. we don't need such dickless suck cock people in our community.

thank goodness the cast in Percy Jackon and the Lightning Thief [i don't know why but i like typing the full name of the movie hahaha] are good looking. (: 

Pierce Brosnan was in it too!

kinda funneh in a way. 

sadly not enough to mend the damage caused by those Pizzarians. makes my blood boil just thinking bout it. 

hmmph.

tomorrow i'll buy a bottle of yoghurt drink to cheer myself up. 

and i won't dine in Pizza Hut ever again. (or until i have a serious craving for pizza, whichever comes first.)

by the way, the Percy Jackson guy, kinda looks like Selena Gomez. O.O 

hahaha!!

aww but he's so cute. ^^

no shit ?

Degree life is so stressful!!

today is my 2nd day of lessons and already i feel like dying. my happy-go-lucky life disappeared oh so suddenly. 

how come like that one??

things are slightly better now. at least i have ah Bong in my group now. got a girl with me. other than that, mostly guys.

oh dear daddy-O why you let me take engineering. can't you see it's a GUY thing??

hmmmm. anyways, i've learnt something valuable today. or so i'd like to think. haha 

life's a bitch, we all know that. and we can't have everything. 

i admit i'm a bitch but life is so much bitch-ier than me T3T 

 there's nothing i can do but well... give in to life. accept what life has offered me. learn to be appreciative of what i have, and just.. simply live life. 

what else can i do right?? 

hais.. 

like Wee said, "even if i manage to change group this year, what about next year? we'd still have to separate cos our course are different... so might as well separate now and let the pain be less painful"

wtf we sound like a couple breaking up cos the other's furthering studies overseas. HAHAHA

ah.. Degree life has started. and I'm ready for ya! woohooohoo~ *gulps. or am i? :((

ahh... okok be strong Melo, you can do this.!! 

take out your nerdy glasses and study study study!!! WOOOO~~

and thanks to the lesson from Wee, i also suddenly became wise. wtf hahaha

my lil sis messaged me just now telling me some things..

and i gave her good advice. (:  

[i hope it was good ._.]

anyways, you really can't expect to get everything you want. sometimes life's like that. win some, lose some. i hope everything'll turn out fine. that i won't give up halfway on my studies.. hmmm i know i won't. i'm confident! 

remember my last last last post? i said i'd study hard and aim to be one of the best right! hehehe (:

and one more thing.

i don't think i dislike her that much anymore... i don't know why. maybe i'm just too... drained from the stress that i have no more energy to feel angry, or whatever feeling i used to feel whenever i heard things about them. lols

i'm dealing with it. i'm sure one day i'll accept you for who you are. for the time being, sorry if i've hurt you, sorry if you hate me (if you do then i don't think i'd consider accepting you mehhh~), and sorry you think i'm a snob. 

hehehe

i don't really give a damn bout what you think cos i don't really know what i'm typing ~.~ 

ok so anyways, i'm tired. 

and i'm gonna watch Glee now. wahoooo~~~~ 

BYES! 

all the best to my friends (: 

[excluding those studying in Curtin, I WANNA BE THE BEST SO DUN BRING ME DOWN!]

ROFL 

joking lah~~ hahahaha!!!

now i know how stressful uni life is.. foundation really was a breeze. 

sorry for thinking you guys are over reacting when you tell me bout how stressful things are in school :S

Bryan Goh, Daryl Soon, Terry, SS ai ren, and Karen babe in particular. > <

welcome me to the club! hahaha 

PARTY TODAY, SCHOOL TOMORROW !

i'm feeling a whole lot of mixed emotions right now.

#1 nervous - school's starting soon. and with school brings great responsibilities, or in other words, lots and lots of assignments, group activities, driving up and down, rotting in the cafeteria/library you name it. bahhh. 

oh, did i mention tonnes of last minute-ing?

wheee~

#2 anxious - can't wait to use my new PINK shaker hahaha! bought just now ;D
oh plus i just washed my pencil case, it's so cute woo~
and and and also can't wait to use new bag. LMAO

#3 sad - like i said, with school brings great responsibilities.
frankly speaking, i hate responsibilities and want nothing to do with it. but what the heck? haha
byebye sleeping till i wake up naturally,
byebye online-ing whole day and stop only to eat
byebye .. whatever i did during my long summer break lah. haha




and as you can see, i'm getting lazier and lazier nowadays. i don't even blog anymore T_T
what the is wrong with me?!!
so wish me luck with my "studying during break time plan"
as if it'll work.

but i'll try my best lah. don't wanna barely pass like last year :(
i wanna be the best (:

not best best, amongst the best also can. hahaha


today's lunch:

walauu this pizza damn yummy man T,T
too bad it was slightly cold when i ate it : (

after church, bro went to the car shop Option to do some more upgrades.
don't know why he so much money for all these lah.
boys will be boys.
i guess ?

howw come i don't see Bryan, Daryl doing anything with their cars one?!
even Terry who's like the rich ass in our group never do such things also. haha !


wow from this pic his car looks like Merce. hahaha!
credits to the AWESOME photographer. ^^




crap my stomach hurts need to go now.
ahhh~

pics of me in case y'all miss me. and if you don't, I DON'T NEED TO KNOW.
*fake smile*

all no edit one arh. like i said, DAMN LAZY. T3T

last pic like got use eye liner eh. next time no need waste money buy liao. hahaha




OK BYE.

gonna try change group tomorrow. wish me luck ppl!





(;



MUACKS! 

xoxo

my new spex.

kinda, sort of like it? o.O

but it's too loose and hence, uncomfortable :(

is it like possible to tighten it in the store or something? ~_~

went swimming and then sauna with Curtini yesterday.

sadly Sushi didn't go :(

cos she's in KK

we had tonnes of fun, playing in the pool, jio-ing each other as always.!

ah Wee damn violent one lor -,-

keep wanting to push me into the water T__T

after that we went Sauna,

but b4 that we washed our hairs together (sounds funny idk why) then conditioner.

hoho~

1st time I went sauna lor,

kelian arh my life.

it was really hot in there, like hard to breathe.

then turns out they all use mouth to breathe only me sakai go use nose breath =.=

the hell.

hahaha

after everything, had dinner at Pete's!

om nom nommm!! *drools

really nice. haha

I had Fish and Chips (seems like I eat this all the time hor =.=) 

yummy! :D

wait for ah Wee to update the foodblog on it larh hor :D

it was nice talking with each other like old times (:

xxx

and guess who received an early Xmas pressie??!

none other than mua of course!

hehe

Jac darling dropped a pressie for me last night. she shouldn't have :/

THANKS SO MUCH DARLING! :D

Hello Kitty! woots! haha

lovessss it ♥

haix, it's almost 12. gots to go to the airport soon!

byes everyone. hopefully I'll have a great time there, hehe.

please dun gain weight T_T

I'm fat enough already!!

 I weighed this morning. I'm 1kg heavier than yesterday. CCB!!!!!

T~T

want to kill people liao lor WALAU EH!

BYE EVERYONE!

MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE! :D

wheeee~

you're the drug I crave for, time after time...

mission wishlist impossible:-


1. Hello Kitty Necklace

gorgeous now, ain't it? ):
I want one lar....
costs 1k ++ USD!
wtf?!
D:


2. Fahrenheit Life Story ♥ ♥ ♥

I want this lar.. =/

saw it in Popular.... rm82.50
waste of money I know, but I really wanna buy it T~T
but on the other hand, I'm really running low on funds..
arghh!


conclusion:
wishlist = things you'll never own, not even in a million years

this is also the reason I removed my wishlist from my blog -_-



xxxx

today, ECS presentation started... T~T!!!
oh the horror, I haven't even begin with my slides! ARGHHH


Wilson ge wear till so smart today, so did the other presentators!

KC and Wilson
gay ah!!

=.="


nothing much happened today.

on 2nd thought, so much happened today !


1. my car died in Parkson's basement carpark wtf??
- when I wanted to repark the car, it couldn't start. WALAU! even when going back, still can't start.


KC helping me out.
haha

thanks ya! (:
never knew you're this good



2. called dad and passed him the car keys + parking coupon
-thank goodness KC's driving. went to Dynasty, passed dad my car keys, and parking coupon
and what happened after I have no idea =X
all I know is the car is safely home round 2pm. LOL!



3. made fun/scold other drivers out there on the road with us
-I was in a not so good mood, obviously, then KC and I were both scolding those inconsiderate drivers on the road.
ah Wee at the back wanna siao liao ! hahaha


4. risked spoiling my phone to take a picture of ...

Crystal! :O~~~





5. shoe hunt with CY and ah Wee!! ;DDDD

requested CY to try these on! looks so ... so...
hmm haha
very geng jiu shi liao! :P

wish I could fit into those! T~T


ate at Sajian Warisan before shopping.
wowow next time I must try the tomyam mee
damn nice larh wtf ! CY ate it and I was eye-ing it all thru dinner
T__T

not bad lerh CY choose shoes very fast. haha
must say she looks good walking in heels too (:



PS:
have you noticed that I'm not emo-ing as much lately?
hmm...

well I'm feeling emo now dunno why =(

suddenly miss him dunno why. aiiks.

very 劲爆 oh!! ;D

it's been a long time since I produced a decent blog entry...
:X

to show that I can commit to something, I shall blog.
hoohoo~



Wednesday!!
the others decided to ponteng Physics lecture (shame on you all! XP)
but dunno why I don't feel like skipping


so stayed back with ah Wee ^^


then then then!!
b4 heading to lecture hall,
guess who I saw ???


WAKAKA!!!

someone lo~ HAHAHA!! :O~
walau wehh damn happy okayy
cos like walk out from library then the 1st person I saw is him wooo~

haiix
dunno should be happy or not =X

heck care lah!!
I CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY BOUT IT WAKAKA!! ;D
he sibeh engtao ♥_♥


then then the next day I saw him, AGAIN!!
and and and,
at 1st I thought it was someone else,
cos he actually has an ear piercing! O_O

so I was like O.O ?
but that messy hair looks familiar wor.....
hahaha then tengok tengok long liao,
he turn round then really is him!
ehehehe!! ~~~


okayyy
ignore the last two paragraphs. LOL


after lesson, Wee and I damn hungry!
cos we didn't eat lunch!
walau ehh
so we headed to the pasar malam.
hahaha


bought lots and lots of food,
then walk to the park and ate it there.
haha
so shiok larhh

then eat till damn full.
we can't finish it all.
so left one Roti John for the next day ahahaa!!

in my room:

ah wee with Hello Kitty.
haha

wee wee ~~



and before that, some pics took in the library. haha

waa!!
Chen Yi Ru and I!!! XD
he very engtao larhhhh

people go library study, but we go library cam whore + SLEEP!

HAM face ;D

hmm this pic nice. haha

omggg hoohoo !!
see I got study de ok!! haha
PHYSICS! ;D

got so engtao de pic in front of me,
feel so motivated. hahaha

check out this lazy person
sleep in library!!

tak tau malu ke??
muahahahaa

close up ---- CY!!!
;D


xxxxxxx

couldn't online the other day,
but still I managed to stay up till 2am! hahaha

cos I had nothing to do
so end up viewing all the old and new photos in my folders ;D



most of the pics with my youngest bro in it cracked me up !!
haha

beh tahan ah see his poses.
all sibeh funny one haha ;D



caution oh!
got some pics very 劲爆 (extreme) one.
so careful lo~
if you know me personally you just might be in trouble
^^

check out Sushi's hair back in sem1. haha
quite different ler now it's straight :O
ohh and my 斗鸡眼
damn funny! HAHA



webcam webcam !

with da jie~~ haha

this one with sushi..
see her face so bu shuang one. haha



ahhaa this one very jing bao oh!!

two people sleeping in lobby there!

hoohoo~~
not me take de oh so please don't kill me.
make sure you kill the right person haha



this one cracked me up too. haha

ah Vian watching the dancing cow,
or rather,
ah Vian dancing with the dancing cow.
hahaha

awww
the good old days where family problems caused me to lose control and point my middle finger
(somehow that makes me feel better -___-)
gosh I'm weird. HAHAHA!!

not only that, take a pic of myself while pointing kok!
LOLOL

last AWHYO gathering...
remember it just like it was yesterday (:

ahahaha
my so called 'future bf' , Kish!!!




okkkaayyyy!!
now time for my lil' bro's pics!!
all darn funny one! hahaha

cowboy?? loool~

act cute???
hahaha *gag*

no need act larh, so cute already =p

this pic... brings back so much memories.. =X

I still remember,
that time my bro kept complaining that his head hurts,
but all of us dismissed him and said that it's just a small thing


weeks later, his eyes suddenly got all swell !
like in the pic above....

walau...
sent him to hospital, then the doctor said something growing there I think?
not sure bout the details nemore....

all I know is, it sounded so scary at that point of time.
even had to go thru surgery ler!!
then need sew the eyes part

he was so young at that time!!

when I visited him in the hospital,
saw him lying there strengthless,
I cried.

lol

I hide and cried but my dad found me -___-
and that's the reason I despise hospitals. =(

thank goodness he's alright now. ^^


hehe
but he does look adorable in that pic =p

this one even cuter. haha
he's crying lolol!!

simply because, there were like balloons released after the concert, (his school concert) and he didn't manage to catch one.
that's why he cried.

hahaha
LMAO



okayy now some pics taken during last year's holiday trip.
hoohoo~

LOOK AT MY YOUNGEST BRO'S FACE!
CLICK ON THE PIC EVEN DAMN FUNNY OK!! HAHAHHA

this one also, he looks so ham in it. hahaha

woo Gucci baby ;D

Ferrari~~~

haha
cute larh themm =p

Hello Kitty!!! haha

mum, dad and......
youngest bro!! hahaha
just look at that face of his. hahaha!!!

look at him. so funny.
so bunga one. LOL!!

this one also. hahaha
the two helped me set up the Christmas Tree! ;D
he looks engtao in this pic lerhh XP

wooo~
love this pic. ahaha~
the four of us were forced to go jogging by our parents.
so we were practically chased out of the house ._.

the reason I posted this?

-because I look good in it?
WHAT DO YOU THINK? OF COURSE NOT! LOL


actually it's cos my bro is actually smiling in it!!
HAHAH!!
yes I am talking bout the tall one. =p




okayy some more pics ~

singing K at Phoenix.
1st time singing k, I think. haha
1st time I sang in front of others also. hahaha!!

(LOOK AT DARYL EVIL-Y LAUGHING AT ME!!!!!)
=.="





at tuition~~
(good days, good times~~)

sing sien ai ren!!
haha

sure thinking why this melo keep play handphone arhh?
XP




in school!!
(miss those form 5 days T~T)

terry, bryan and hao hsiu!!
haha

miss them all larh!! ;D
woo bry ur hair still long in this pic.

wooo graduation pic!
from right:
ee hau, terry, hao hsiu, doris, me and karen.
behind is poh lim and daryl.
:O
pl's hair very long lerh last time. haha


and and and, behind behind I think I saw my best friend there. LOL!!!
















don't close the page just yet!! XP
the two following pics are to die for! wakkaakkaa
never revealed to anyone before this.!
ehh??? XP

Karen and Fatt kor!!

;D
*karen babe please dun kill me T_T*

dunno who took this pic. hahaha!!
very cute lah their pose. LOL
especially ai renn XP

okay larh please don't kill me ok?
T_T


hehe.
I found this pic!

=X
never knew I look like this before. haha

-____-

forgot what year took this pic liao. haha
form 1 or 2 gua ?
:P

this one also dono.
should be... form 3? hahaha
or form 4. @_@

form 5 wear de spec!!
(actually this pic taken at the beginning of this year. )



and now now now
this is how I look like ~

bunny hair!
that day dared CY to tie one LOL!!
but she accidentally deleted the pics we took together =/

latest vain pic so far. i guess?
haha



I changed a lot liao hor?
I think larh... @_@

quite a lot people told me that. LOL

but.........
I GAINED WEIGHT OVER THE YEARS!!
T~T
and it's just so hard to lose them all... hoohooo :'(
wish me luck! Hahaha ;D

in losing weight AND with a certain someone .
hoohoo~
hopefully, fate will let me be friends with him. (:
I believe. hoohoo~~ SOMEDAY!!

I CAN WAIT
ehhh???
XP




okayy too much BS Liao! =X

I'll end with this post of mine with a post from twitter!
copy pasted! :
(PS: read from the bottom to top. haha)

1. itszMeloI HATE PEOPLE LIKE YOU WHO THINK THEY'RE ALL THAT. WHAT DO U HAVE? LOOKS? NO! MONEY? OBVIOUSLY NT ENUF TO AFFORD PLASTIC SURGERY *rolls eye*27 minutes ago from web
2. itszMeloSO FUCKING PISSED ME OFF LAH! IF YOU'RE BRAD PITT I'LL BRAKE FOR U EVEN IF I WERE DRIVING AT 80KM/H. BUT HELL YOU ARE NOT. YOU'RE UGLY.29 minutes ago from web
3. itszMelothen I guess that UGLY FUCKING ASSHOLE noticed that it's a girl driving, then he proceeded to walk. then even put on that fucking cocky face30 minutes ago from web
4. itszMeloso pissed just now. I was driving, then this fucking LAKIA (DAMN UGLY ONE) was crossing the road. his friend saw me and they both stopped...30 minutes ago from web

*end*