that's so melo! :>

Monday, October 11, 2010

:0

hello bloggie. i just realized that i haven't updated you in quite some time. guess i was too addicted to tumblr. hohoho anyways, yesterday was 10/10/10, did any of you made your wish at 10:10am or 10:10pm? XD
i most certainly did. muahaha. :))

last Saturday, went to KSL, mum and dad's office held a Family Day event there. it was quite fun. watched the people play games, so sad mum didn't register me for any of the games. -__- seemed fun.
rainy days. kinda emo lately. even more so when i listen to emo songs. haha ok lah. lazy to write. i'll just post some pics of my family. haha. my youngest brother to be exact. i think he's getting more and more handsome. lool~

lolol dad in monkey suit ;D

hahaha check out Bong Bong's pose!

in the end the sole of mum's shoes came off so she borrowed my brother's slippers. he had nothing to wear rofl so he walked to the car bare footed. he didn't complain at all. awwww such an obedient son :P

ooh i like this pic. my head looks like it's unattached itself from my body. ROFL.

Friday, October 8, 2010

damn

i realized that i haven't been blogging properly lately. but somehow tonight, i'm feeling wordy. so here goes:

it rained the whole day. it was like, pouring, non stop. went all the way for that one hour lecture and got ourselves soaking wet in the end. me no likey :(
we had lunch at McD, BIG consolation :)) then walked around Parkson for awhile. woohoo. Wee bought her shampoo and I, treated myself to Milo McFlurry!! \m/ who's a happy girl? ME, ME!! :D

urm, today's been a gloomy day due to the rain. at least i get to use my Hello Kitty umbrella? lol sigh. the things i've been doing lately, really makes me wonder whether i'm making decisions with my brain or my ass. feels like everything is so screwed up. October? i'd choose September anytime. it's nothing personal, you've been a bitch to me, that's all.

enough with the words, time for some pics. ;}

ham po. hahaha

cheat one them, stand behind me make my face look bigger -.-

om nom nom nom

lolol we found this at the entrance. kinda funny in a way

x
and on Monday, we had dinner to celebrate Katty's birthday! ;) after dinner, which was fillling, we headed to Parkson and goofed off there. haha. you probably saw the pics on FB already, but still gonna post some. hehe

birthday girl :))

ooh i like my hair here :P

bag lady

we hid at a corner and camwhored non stop. most of the shops were closing up but there were still passerby's. rofl someone even offered to help us take pic. haha.

urm..

i really, really like this pic. ;]

emorant

currently playing: Marianas Trench - Good To You

created a blog on Tumblr. bad, bad idea. i am so fucking addicted. plus it's such a bad influence on me - my life, my language, my thoughts. on Tumblr, there are lots of pictures, some artistic, some emo, some vulgar, some pink, and some are pictures of gorgeous people. so yeah, i've been pampering my eyes, no doubt. ;]

and there's this cute guy's blog i've been stalking. he has like 569 pages and i'm at 100+ page. don't give me that look, i know i'm crazy. i don't even know what's gone into me. i'm not in love with the guy, barely have a mental picture of how he looks like, but he looks sort of like Justin Bieber. more importantly, he's 15 and gay. you can stop holding your breath now, ladies. wtf

my eyes are so heavy and yet i still struggled to read his blog, i guess i just wanted to find out how he looks like. (he barely posts pictures of himself, but there are tonnes of people commenting saying he's so cute blabla so i just HAD to get to the bottom of things)

i guess i really am a hardcore stalker. i didn't mean that in a good way, sadly.

looking at myself, all i can say is: what is happening to me? i skip classes, i forget about responsibilities, i sleep at wee hours of the night. assignments, quizzes, due tomorrow, none of which i've bothered to do. i have a reflection to write but can't be arsed to do so, instead i'm typing this post. i know i'm being repetitive, but WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?
this isn't me. i'm better than this.

PS: i wrote this last night, after my dad switched off the internet. it's so sad that i don't even have time to blog now that i have Tumblr. sorry my dear bloggie! :3 will catch up with you soon! once my addiction is gone. hehe yayyy

til then, it's off to classes for me! (: see ya'll soon! after i finish my reflection and quiz, both due later on today at 5pm. hahaha! woots. don't you just love the feeling of last-minute-ness? ;]

oh and feel free to visit my Tumblr. hehe
http://onceuponafairy-tale.tumblr.com/

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

i don't wanna miss a thing

hey you,
yeah you.

how you've been lately?
though we see each other often, lately it feels like there's this barrier between us. i don't know what's happening anymore. i want to know but i don't want to pressure you to tell me. you've been a great friend to me, you truly are. sometimes i wish i can be half as caring as you are. sometimes i wish that i can be there for you, listen to you pouring out your heart, and be the one who gives you a hug that makes everything okay. i know i'm naive to think that way, but that's just how i wish things would be. i wish that i can be the one that knows exactly what to say to make you feel better, even if only for a while.

it kills me inside seeing you sad, even more so knowing that i'm part of the reason you are sad. oh dear. tonight was.. i don't even know how to describe it. i was so afraid i wouldn't see you smile but thank God you did. is there anything i can do to make you feel better?

Happy Birthday

to the prettiest birthday girl ever. hehe <3
(haha face hidden to hide identity)

Sunday, October 3, 2010

ily ♥

- happy birthday, mum. :)

honestly, i have no idea how old my mum is. haha but by applying some simple maths, i can roughly recall how old she is. hehe

which is... woah, am not gonna type it here! a woman never reveals her age. :DDDD

anyways, i really don't know how to tell you this in person, but i really really love you, mum.

you don't know how much it means for me to know that you are proud of me.

unlike other mums, we don't bond through shopping, sharing feelings etc.

we hardly ever had a real heart to heart talk but when we do talk, it feels great.

a friend of mine once told me that maybe you're just not good at expressing how you feel. and i believe she's right. :)

it's okay that we don't spend weekends shopping together.

it's okay that we don't talk about boys or matters of the heart.

it's okay that we don't go to the saloon together.

none of that matters, as long as you love me.

that's all that matters.

i love you.

happy birthday <3

;]

shawty fire burning on the dance floor

is it just me, or is the weather getting hotter and hotter? :|

the past few days have been AWESOME! ;D
overnight-ed at the new Imperial Hotel with the Musketeers, our first sleepover! it was fun. sing k at night, sang til we lost our voices. then we headed off somewhere to shake our worries away, if you know what i mean ;]

then when we arrived home, continued watching Gossip Girl season 4 woohoo. thank goodness the wifi service at the hotel is pretty decent. loved all three episodes! :3
why only three? :(
and why is Blair and Chuck apart? i thought they'd reconcile or something. boohoohoo

slept at 6am, (talk about sleeping early lolol)
and woke at 9am. then we had our breakfast at 2020. checked out, then headed off to Progress. lolol. shiokness to the max \m/

lastly, headed off to Parkson. walked around, saw Ke$ha there (not the real person obviously duh) and blabla. went home then off to tennis. i don't know how i made it through the day alive, but i did. hehehe i'm so proud of myself. wtf

no pictures cos i didn't take any. hahaha but i'll steal some from Jacq once she uploads them. if she uploads them that is. due to technical problems, i'll just upload these long overdue pics. :)

been spending so much lately, this week in particular. almost 200+ gone? just like that. what the hell. don't know what am i thinking/doing.
just hope that i'll spend less after this week.

today's mum's birthday! hehe. bought her an ice cream cake but it's in the freezer now. should be celebrating tonight, at home, pics later perhaps? ;D
love you mum! <3

x

and last but not least,