you.

well hello there. it's been awhile since i blogged a decent post. and i really feel the need to blog seeing as my previous post was an emo one. people tend to assume that i'm emo if my last post was emo. LOL!

so.. nothing much to say. just that all the fun led to me gaining weight! >:(
and da jie's coming back soon oh my gosh we had a deal that whoever didn't lose the amount of weight stated will have to dance on the stage in Balcony. WTF much.


anyways.........
this morning was our EFDP presentation. finally, it's in the past. woots <3 and also I met with my EVO mentor just now, which means i am sort of free now? excluding the fact that finals is in a few weeks time. :/ oh dear, i really cannot fail this semester! FAILING IS NOT AN OPTION! (:


hmm so more update on my life? well, things really are running more smoothly compared to the weeks before. :) praise the Lord. well, firstly, feuds have ended and we are back to being friends again, haha you know who you are. now i realize how tiring it is to have an enemy, being friends with everyone is the shit. ;DDD

one more thing: you are so cute when you're nervous. hahaha <3
and your smile, omg *heart flutters* ♥

that's all for now, enjoy the pics (from Jac's camera, as always :D)
p/s: sorry for the late late LATE photos! haha

 Samurai Jack Jacq

 oh my eyes, where art thou? LOLOL

oh i know you miss me, so here's a pic of me too. hahah! :DDDDDDDD

it is bottomless and makes me feel hopeless and sad

"it is bottomless and makes me feel hopeless and sad."

hopeless and sad.
        hopeless and sad...



am not feeling my best tonight. but i'll be better tomorrow. things will be better tomorrow. it will be, everything will be fine. it's just my brain over thinking things as always. it's just the late night getting to me. it's just .. everything falling apart, that's all. i will wake up to a better tomorrow. all the pain will be washed away. i know it will. tomorrow will be a good day. tomorrow will be.... better.

Sex God

eyebags - check
pimples - check
dry fringe --- check!



realized that i haven't camwhored in a while. maybe cos i'm not looking my best nowadays. ha ha
so.... i watched Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging today. Crystal introduced the movie to me. and ZOMG it was awesome!! the guy is so so cute <3 where the hell they find these actors?
i really hope to marry an ang moh lah!! WTF love their fair skin, big watery blue eyes, and messy brown hair. what's not to love?

such hotness, and he's married to a 42year old woman. she's a cougar i tell you, a COUGAR!!!!
release him from the spell you cast on him, bitch!!

note to self: remember to wish for an ang moh (super duper hot is a must) husband who loves me above all and pampers me til i get diabetes for my birthday next year. oh yeah baby <3

vampires suck

i just watched this movie a few days back. it was kinda lame, but at least it was funny. one of the main reason i bothered to watch it (despite the very-lame first few minutes of the movie), is because Matt Lanters is in it!! you've probably seen him before in 90210 (a hottie called Liam). he is so so hot!! even hotter than Robert Pattinson. and just look at his hair. guys with tall hair, fair skin and golden eyes simply turn me on. i guess i have a soft spot for vampires. ha ha ha

not only is the Edward in Vampires Suck hotter, Jacob is tonnes hotter than the Jacob in Twilight. \m/
sadly, Bella (or Beka in Vampires Suck) is still as annoying as hell. felt like slapping her at her awkwardness. i don't care if it's part of the act, it's just so damn annoying. the way she talks, the way she walks, the way she looks at people. every single thing about her made me want to slap the shit out of her! talk about violent. LOL

oh did i mention Beka is damn friggin despo in the movie? rofl. pictured above is Edward's horrified expression when she tore her pyjama's and revealed her neon bra and panties underneath. LMAO!!


moving on to the next hot guy in the movie -- Jacob. (Chris Riggi, or more famously known as Scott in Gossip Girl) *licks lips*

however, before that hot bod and sexy face, he had to undergo a painful to the eye transformation.

this was how he looked like the first time he went shirtless in front of Beka.
and she was like....

eventually, he got himself a decent haircut, shaved, revealing his perfectly toned abs and face.
and just like that, he spent the next half of his life, signing autographs for crazy teenage girls. :D

and Beka's like..

i'm telling you, this face is so perverted it makes other perverts look normal.


i'm all out of crap. :\ 
do catch this parody if you have nothing better to do. just like me, yay!

 oh Edward.. <3


and beneath all that make up and hair gel.....










is none other than Matt Lanters.

OH MY GOSH, MATT LANTERS!! T_______T
so so handsome!! with your messy brown hair and blue eyes. BLUE EYES!!!!!! perfect white teeth, and your smile. omg my life is complete if i can just meet you in real life. :3
*hyperventilates*

pull a crap

my stomach has been acting weirdly lately. halfway eating and i'll have this uncomfortable feeling, then minutes later you'll see me dashing to the toilet. haha. sad case. neways, had brunch with Jac, YM and AC. woots. it's been awhile since i've been Jac's personal driver. ahaha. neways, headed back home again after eating cos urm.. well tummy issues. plus i had to help mum with something. then Wee came by and she helped me with my maths quiz. i seriously don't know what i'd do without her. the maths quiz is damn hard! thanks so much Wee :)) <3

after a little stalking and whatnot, we headed to Parkson to meet Katty, turns out she didn't went to work. owh well at least we treated ourselves to McFlurries! :D  but i must say after today, i won't be having any McFlurry's nemore.. made me feel sick. SAD! fooled around in Watsons, Wee intro-ed me to all the products there. rofl. and she kept bragging that she should work there =.=

hmm.. nothing much to blog about. i'm too addicted to tumblr that i'm just too lazy to type out anything anymore :(
i guess the pictures shall make up for my lack of words. ^-^

 Rocher roses! ;D ;D

 SPOILER!!

awwwwww this Donald Duck is simply too adorable!! :3 I WANT ONE!!! BUT IT COSTS FREAKIN' RM135 :(((((((((
WHY SO EX LAH?! *moans*

took this pic while riding the Curtin bus. Wan Ching, Mei Yuk and I decided to take a joy ride on the bus since we had time to spare. the ride to the bus stop outside of Curtin was fun, and enjoyable. however, there were so many students entering the bus from the village bus stop. WTF and we were like ZOMG what if not enough space for them?! then we felt so so guilty :| sadly in the end there really wasn't enough space for all the students then everyone had to squeeze. the three of us kept our heads down in shame and Mei Yuk kept assuring us that no one knows we don't belong. WTF HAHAHA FUNNY SHITZ!

x

having breakfast with awhyo tomorrow. i always aeroplane them they must hate me so much right now! :(
i must not be late
i must not be late
i must not be late
i must not be late
i must not be late!!!!!

;D



PS: do checkout my AWESOME tumblr! --- HERE

dang

oh my wet wet hair. ;D

well hello again. had so much fun today, but somehow i'm not feeling swell, like, there's this weird uncomfortable feeling inside my chest. i don't know how to let it out. i don't know how to describe it. i guess i just feel like i'm gonna be chased out of the house any time soon, i don't know? :(


i feel like i haven't been me lately. have i transformed into something, someone else? i've been acting like an asshole, treating people like shit just because they got on my nerves. there are relationships i've destroyed and that really made me feel crappy. like why didn't I think twice before doing/saying things that'll hurt people? and now i'm doing the same yet to another person. sometimes i wonder whether i'll ever look back and feel like punching myself in the face for being so incredibly stupid. oh wait, i don't have to look back cos i already feel like punching myself now -.- but.... it's not that i want to be mean, sometimes i just can't help it. do you know that feeling? like... you just can't bear to look that person in the eye? and everything he/she says or does just simply annoys the hell out of you? haha. yea that's how i'm feeling right now. well maybe perhaps i'm not solely to blame. you did do something that hurt me. it's a very deep hurt, FYI. being betrayed like that, i cannot believe you. i'm not sure whether i've forgiven you but i'm pretty damn clear that i haven't forgotten. so yeah, give me some time. the goody goody melo will be back! :)

 and to my parents, oh dear if you only knew what i've done. honestly i still think you guys are overreacting but then again, i haven't been the best daughter since like, forever. so forgive me please! :/ and i'm really trying to change. and i'm feeling like studying again! woot. erm by saying that i meant: finally reading through the tonnes of lecture notes that i've printed but haven't bothered to read. rofl. ho ho and just to prove it, i'm proud to say that i've just completed my quiz 9 and personal contribution form, and also my programming quiz? ehehe (A) *proud face*



as for today. hehe it was totally AWESOME. or according to a new person i hung out with today ---- FUCKING AWESOME!
after class, headed to pujut 2 abc for ice kacang. woohoo the cute lil' boy was there, as always. damn he's so cute. played with him for awhile but then he kinda scared me when he wanted me to build a robot using his lego's. even showed me the pic and ask me to build according to that -_-
after that, we headed to Hot Cross Bun cos urm.. the new person i hung out with today, who is also Wee's classmate, wanted to order a cake. i'm calling him person cos i don't really know his name. hehehe the car ride was pretty interesting as he had so much to say. kinda funny in a way. we all laughed like mad. and i must say i've heard enough of the word 'fuck' to last me one whole year. ;]

after maths lecture, headed to After Three for dinner with the musketeers! :D damn, our group is getting larger. haha. dinner was damn filling, i didn't even finish my food but i was bloated already. :X anyways, we took pics and crapped so much that we received a complaint saying we were too noisy. wtf HAHAHA! after dinner was sing k session! :P headed down to Simon Tiong and sang there. finally got to sing my song 猜不透. :) but the thing about open air sing k is that you have to wait very long for your turn :| kinda annoying lehhs. hmmmm i guess that's about it? really miss my dalring though i see her quite often haha. but yeah really had fun guys.! (: see you soon. after i'm ground-free? rofl i'm not grounded yet but somehow i feel that i will be. ehehe.

LMAO!
or like Doreen always says,

suck on that, suckers!!! 

;DDDDD