story of my life

every time there's a test coming up,


i'm like...

who needs study?
exam's still so far away. (when in fact, there's only two weeks left)


look at them others studying their asses off.

imma start next week. there's still lots of time.



then in school, everyone's talking about the exams, discussing 'things' you've never in your life heard of.

you push those thoughts of studying away, telling yourself that it is still too early to start. your table's a mess, you don't know where to begin. oh but look, someone updated their blog...

and by the time you know it, it's the end of the day.
D:


few days before the exam, you finally settle down to study. you look at the clock and made a mental note to yourself: "I WILL STUDY AT 3PM! NO MORE PROCRASTINATING!"

blah, so 4pm you took out your books, and BANG!, all of a sudden you can't stop yawning.

a short nap it is then. we all know you can't remember anything when you're tired, right?

mum wakes you up for dinner, and you're like "I slept THAT long??"
but you still feel tired as hell .,

how to study liddat??

so you decide to delay your studying for one day. get a good night's rest and start the next.



the next day, somehow, tonnes of distractions came up. you had to do this, and that. blah blah blah.

finally it's the day before exams. you're still not in the studying mood but what choice do you have? it's either study or DIE.

study it is then!

so you take out your books, start studying. after a while, you noticed that you've made progress, and you're like

oh yeah baby i'm doing it, i'm STUDYING!! i am doomed no more.


ooh~ two more chapters to go? how did i suddenly study so fast? *smug*

-this is the part where i slack for the rest of the day thinking that i can do anything, i've finished so many chapters in such short time. i am indestructible two chapters is nothing for me-

blah. how silly of me.

seriously.


all of the above is true. and i haven't started on the tutorial questions. i bet my reaction would be as follows:

oh dear test please be good to me.

hope

with all that's been happening around the world - earthquakes, tsunami's and whatnot, it's hard not to think that the world is ending soon. the end feels near now, doesn't it? i bet everyone is shivering at the thought of it, because i am. i admit i'm scared. like, how would the end of the world be like? Judgement Day, what would God say about me when He sees me? am I worthy to step into the gates of Heaven? so many thoughts, no answer.

as if these disasters aren't bad enough, another drama surfaces. such a small town like Miri, why would something like this even happen? murder.. i can't help but shiver at the sight of that word.

and with this sad news i saw a link on FB of a girl committing suicide. why? why why why? such a stupid and selfish act. have you ever thought about the people you're leaving behind? your parents, your family, your friends. how would they feel? how would God feel? ungrateful. we are all flawed. and ungratefulness is worse than being ugly. we judge people by their looks, by their wealth, not knowing that what should matter most is the inside. everyone deserves to be love, for we are made out of love.

please people, the world is ending. the evil one is putting us to the test. God's love will prevail. just stay strong, believe, have faith. even when all hope is lost, know that God will always be there for you, as long as you believe. ♥

there's no harm having big dreams

“Comfy, that’s one of the WORST words! I just picture a woman feeling bad, with a big bottle of alcohol, really puffy. It’s really depressing, but she likes her life because she has comfortable clogs.”

—Christian Louboutin

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some day. i'll own a pair of Louboutin's. :)

 but definitely not this pair. my tummy does a back flip just looking at the shoes -_-
*wipes sweat*

:S

 are these even meant for walking??

 look at the price. hahaha *faints*

 

  :) 

big guns!!

wooooo. is my rosary gorgeous or what? ;D

bought it during the Women's Conference. ahaha.

yayy so happy lately. keep on buying buying buying. haha woots
so yea i'm kinda broke now. but happy. \m/

 new glasses!! :D

free gift somemore. no regrets man.
okay lah the free gift was an excuse. even if i regretted buying there's nothing i can do about it right? D:
so might as well rejoice. ^-^

 Elmo shirt!!!
Jac and I, we found this shop in Mega. hehheehe selling not bad shirts at affordable prices. :D

:))

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Wee brought us to try out a special place's Laksa. not bad not bad. though it cost us RM6. hmmm but still, not bad. will update in foodblog later :D

and guess who decided to follow us?

yucks. i have goosebumps looking at this thing. eeewww i hate insects/crocodiles/lizards/snakes yea you get the picture.

after that, we even went to Taman Bayshore for some sightseeing. haha

ugh i want to live here can? okayy maybe design my own mansion at Prima Villa better. wuahaha


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okayy last but not least, my hamsters gave birth! not sure whether i've mentioned it here in my blog before. hehe but yeahh they did. :]

 stilll young. ;D can't wait for them to grow big woot woot. hamster anyone?

you two are adorable <3


P/s

a few things i realized about myself: 


1. i like roses. especially red ones. ahaha
2. i can't resist guys with big guns. i tend to stare a lot WTF. but then again, who doesn't? ;) 

it's a constant battle

splurged on new glasses today. darn. suddenly feel so so poor.
i must say i kinda regret spending that much. but the other half of me thinks that it is worth it.

ahh
this never ending battle inside my head. but what's bought is bought. haha
rest assured, i'm happy :)

i took out all my previous bank transaction slips just now, and wrote all my expenses on my notebook. the figures were shocking. in a bad way. i spend way too much. darn it. okayy no more. for now.

but i really want that Starbucks Tee. how la?

:(((((( 

Ça va? ;DD

 

it's been awhile since my last post. ahh i do miss blogging, just that i've been lazy and pretty busy lately.
don't have much to say. life's so-so this week. though sad to say my eyesight is getting worse.

and i think i'm in love with French! it's so catchy and sounds so nice. ughh i wanna learn! :3
another reason for me wanting to learn this new language is cause all of this end-of-the-world hype.

see, i made this list of things i would do IF the world didn't end in 2012. one of them was going to Paris.  

bon jeur~ mon chéri ~  
sacre bleu!  

and the pearl hairband i bought online finally came! teehee <3

bought it here. the shop owner's lovely, she's so friendly. do support her :)

 my fortune cookie today. :p

blinnnggggggsss

blingsss

and more blings. hahaha *blinded*

okay ignore me i saw these pics in the folder and felt the need to post them. ;D

last friday the girls and I had lunch at Sanga. it was so-so. kinda pricey but not so nice in my opinion la. Wee's gonna update the foodblog soon, i guess. haha


last but not least...

an X-Large picture of myself. ;D
like this picture cos the red clothe behind me looks like a ribbon. LOL!

L-A-M-E i knoww. ughh i straightened my fringe too. no pic cause i've been amazingly un-camwhorish nowadays.

oh wait, i just realized the first pic of this post is me with my straight fringe. wtfff okay i need my sleep. NIGHTS! <3

如何让你遇见我，在我最美丽的时刻？

"某某的罗生门，就是某某为了掩盖自己的错误，做了种种错误的事情，就是所谓的用一百个谎言来圆一个谎言。"

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 blinged my camera, kinda regret doing so.

once again i'm hating myself for being so.. what's the right word for it? impulsive.
it's like my brain stops functioning once i have these sudden urges, and they happen quite often. probably even more often than my period wtf

i swear mum will kill me once she finds out i blinged the family camera. yes it ain't mine. i asked her before and she said no, zomg i can't believe i actually blinged it. zzz #killmenow

at first i really couldn't find it in my heart to love the blinged camera, it just seemed hideous. but looking at these pictures of it, i actually think it looks good. ahaha ;)

Quicksilver Guy.

"Girls have a bad habit of holding on for too long. Guys have a bad habit of letting go too easily."

Melo Kitty

yeah man. i love this picture so much! mainly because of my too-pro-to-be-true photoshop skills, and also cause my eyes are actually visible, seeing as this pic is taken using my camera with FLASH on!! :D

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believe it or not, i actually overslept just now. woke up at 830pm thus missed the practice. i'm so disappointed with myself. haiy. wonder what the others think of me now, i'm sure they're annoyed.

but other than that, i'm really happy today. Saw a lot of friends which i haven't seen in a long time. Crystal, CY, Tomaytoe, to name a few. yeaa. i'm psyched. school life ain't all that bad after all, other than the studying part. HAH!




on the other hand, i really feel that my babyy Kim Hyung Jun is getting more and more handsome!
yes he's mine! ;)

but he's getting thinner and thinner :/
eat more rest well <3

his brother on the left, ahhh gorgeous as well. (lol i just noticed the girl behind shielding her face)

i have this thing for pale skinned guys aka vampire lookalikes c:  

the F word

one pic edited and the other is pure. ahaha note the difference? of course you don't. my face is flawless even without Photoshop.


something pretty exciting happened yesterday.

Dad saw my status on FB, i guess it had too many 'likes' so it lingered in his homepage. urgh. life you're so evil. and all this while i thought my statuses were safe.

so yea, i guess the status wasn't all that bad. though dad wasn't really happy with the word 'shit' which i used in that status.

to make matters worse, in one of the comments i got pissed and hence i replied with the F word. trololol. yea no elaboration required i think everyone knows what happened next. *FATALITY* (read in Ryan Higa's voice)

the whole scene was pretty scary but after a while i guess dad sort of calmed down? but mum still wasn't happy with it. i'm also not happy with the treatment i'm receiving from her.

after that incident she told me i'm not worthy of being intercessor and pianist for the church. what a shame, she said. and this morning i returned the keyboard to Jacq cause she needed it, mum thought i resigned from playing piano.

mum: how did you tell them you resigned from playing the piano?
me: i didn't resign. O_O

she said something after that but i forgot. but seems to me that she still thinks i shouldn't be playing.

in all honesty, i don't think she has the right to say that to me. i thought God made us all the same. We are all born with imperfections. yes i swear a lot, i do lots and lots of bad things. but God gave me a gift and i don't think you can tell me whether or not to use it. I'm happy playing the piano, it gives me joy plus i love hanging out with the choir people + prayer meeting group.

not worthy? how many of us are without sin? i bet not one person is, except for God. as unworthy as I am, i know that God still loves me and will always welcome me back with open arms, no matter how far i've strayed.

thanks Jacq for talking some sense into me. haha
too bad i've already sent an email to the guy in charge of the intercessor. you have no idea what i wrote in the email. blargh but it's already sent so yeah, no turning back.



and believe it or not... it's 12AM now and i haven't touched any of my tutorials. :C
i guess some things never change. *SIGH

lmao!

she looks exactly like me omggggg D:


update*
pssst. that little girl really is me! you people shouldn't take me too seriously, just saying. ;)