stupid dream.

had a nightmare last night!!!

omg..
I dreamt, that he's leaving for Taiwan just like his cousin.
and and and..
I asked him to meet me for the last time,
and he said yes.
then I waited ..
and waited and waited..
but he never showed..

omg lah!!!
I woke up with tears in my eyes okay!!!
and I'm starting to cry right now..
what if he really is going too har?!?!?!?
omg lah... sad..
so I quickly messaged my jie tell her,
then she comforted me by saying that,
their interests are different so it's impossible that he'll go to TAiwan too..

that made me feel a whole lot better.. :(
but still..
who knows?

haiyoo..
what is wrong with me?
I'm falling apart..
I really am.

I don't think I'm ready for uni life..
*sobs*

it's so hard for me to let go of you...