ahahahah =D

wooo~
I'm back !!


went for confession just now!!
hehessss
Father Andy !!

after that,
decided to go Parkson
cause wanna buy the Hello Kitty put tissue thingy
=p
then brother also say go lah go lah
so I go loh .___.
guess I saw siapa there???

none other than SUshiiiii !!!
hahahaha

here's her pic,
cause she always complain saying that I never put her pic in my blog!
=D
hoohoo~
lenglui horr..
but don't waste your time larh,
she's so taken!
blehhhh !

oh yea..
so xin ku walked till the highest floor,
then the shop closed .__.
wonder why I never thought bout that!
=="
I always do things without thinking bahh
haix!

so suan liao..
=(
then went into Nike Shop..
[my all time favourite store!!!]
{sometimes I wish that my dad can just buy the whole store for me =(}
* sobs sobs.. *

big big mistake
lol

saw the bottle in the window there.
then search the whole shop dun have.
so my dear brother *clears throat*
helped ask the saleslady.
then that's the only one.
lol

so another girl said,
"just take that one lah "
then I was like..
oh oh...
like this must buy liao
T__T

then the girl brought to me luhh..
I asked the girl,
only one arh?
then she was like,
oh you want to buy a lot is it?

LOL!!!
.___.
then I laughed and said,
no lah
haha.. so funny .__.
I nothing do arh go buy so many for what?
one day change one?
=="
hmmm..
actually I asked cause wanna know whether many people will have the same bottle as mine.
haha..
=.=

but oh well.
no answer.
and I'm just grateful the thing didn't cost rm100 if not I will just faint right then and there.
then I won't have to buy the bottle cause if I did faint,
then my brother would have to call for an ambulance and I wouldn't even be blogging now cause I'm in the hospital!
LOL!!
=="
stupid hypothesis

money fly~
*heartache*
but worth it bahh..
haha

ooh ya,
I even told my bro,
eh you wanna help me pay ?
so seems like very man you buy for me.
then back in car I pay you.
LOL!!
well he turned down my offer
.___.
bu hao wan der...
=(

omg..
I better get going now..
need study eng math.!!
T___T
even Dan study liao leh OMG!
I feel so left out!!!
sadness!!!

PS:
SI TZEJING HOW DARE YOU READ MY BLOG!
THE FACT THAT I PICKED MY BRO FROM THE TENNIS COURT WAS SUPPOSED TO REMAIN A MYSTERY =(
LOLS!!

eeeeshhhh you are so vain!!

ahahahhahaha!!!
talked with Poh Lim on da phone just now
and and and
he help me buy the polar bear pencil case!!!
*muahhahahhaa*
so cute !!
=p

thanks thanks !!

one more thing,
Gratz to my ai ren,
successfully accepted into the Uni in Sg~!!
wooo Ai Ren~
knew you can do it ^^
hehe..

you damn chio in this pic bah
=D

have fun in Sg oh..
remember to send some LV back for me ya ^^
wakaka!!
and don't you dare forget bout me oh!!
take care
and all the best =)
muacks!!! x33

oh yea
just now out from the parking then suddenly got a car stop in front of me
=="
I thought what happened this car want me to hit it kah??
LOL!

guess what ?
turns out is Mr TzeJing!!
lmaoo!!!
hmmm..
I shall put his sakai pic in here!!
* muahahha *

lolol..
okokokok so this is what happened!
LOL!!

he blocked me,
then I look look then
hor!
yuan lai is him
LOL!!
then he keep drive stop drive stop
=="
omg..
wanna just overtake him but then I know he'll drive faster also so lazy lah
haha.

then then,
at the roundabout we use different paths
then after that meet again in the traffic light .__.
omg!!
ROFL!

then we both keep playing on the road
like so funny lah
hahahaha..
he so bad,
go and drive in front of me in the fast lane,
then drive 60km/h only
=="
like.. the car behind me wanna kill people liao!!
hahaha..
but I keep laughing all the way.
LOLOL!!

* note to kids below the age of 17::
Please do not ever ever EVER play on the road,
unless you're skilled + talented drivers like ME and TzeJing*
muahahaha!!
LMAO!!
oh yea
after that we separated at the overhead thingy cause I went to pick my brother mah,
from tennis court.
lolol
then then!!
when turn into Boulevard Krokop road there, near his house,
I saw his car again!
haha..
so lmao .__.
*pengsan*
my bro said,
just 'lap' nia, go overtake him.
so I zoom then drive beside him at the bump there.
ahahahah!!
then he shocked [I think]
then turn wanna hit my car =="
grrrr so bad lah LOL!
if hit dao you pay oh si TzeJing!!!

ahahha..
then then overtake him le
*shuang dao!!*
ahahaa!!
then I saw another car behind me also overtake him
LOLOL!!
woooo~
shiok!
wakkaaka!!

funniest part,
he messaged me afterwards,
saying:
eh, how you pick your bro so fast one?

hahahah~
apparently,
he thinks I went all the way to Chung Hua to pick my bro~
when in fact I only went to the tennis court there~
ehehehheheh
shhhhh~
let him think I drive like Ferrari !!
;D

cause obviusly, he's out of my league~

went to Boulevard yesterday~

meet with jie
lolol
what we do arh?

hmm..
after eating,
went to Wonderland play games
saw Freddie there
.___.
LOL!!!
shocked!
jie said he very cute...
*pengsan*
hahaha!!

anyways,
after eating yesterday,
stomach suddenly so f*cking pain I don't even know why!!
=="
1st time leh!! (excluding that time at McD lol)
my stomach so strong one where can have stomach ache?!
*gasps*
so unbelievable!!

then my jie keep think I wanna go toilet =="
or I lai that...
but both not lah LOL!!
so I just watched them both play the dancing game.
hahaha..
wanna laugh cause Freddie SUCKS in the game.
muahaha!!!
but then stomach reli very pain luhh..
till I need to hug myself.
hahaha..
later people think I'm pregnant or something
omg!

found out something yesterday,
----
that my jie jie is a bad bad girl!!
hahaha
hor hor!!!
tsk tsk tsk.

dad called while I was in Boulevard, but didn't hear my phone ring.
then turns out he called cause they were locked out
LOL!!
and they all dun have keys .__.
plus my mum was in the office..
hahahaha!!
funny but then I feel bad too.
=X
in the end my brother need to climb the fence then go in through my window
.___.
pro o not?!
my room upstairs leh ~.~
I have no idea how he managed to climb so high

so after everything~
evening liddat went to the Jom Makan thingy with jie.
again.
haha..
and this time when going in I saw Doris dear and Kri Laopo~~
woo woo~
haha..
Celcom shirt damm chio hor
*wink wink*
=D

oh yeah,
something happened today that touched my heart deeply.
*ahem*

lols

I bet some of you know what I'm gonna talk bout .__.
and to those I'm saying this to,
please do not get offended or what larh,
and please oh please do not kill me.

or bury me alive !

anyways,
please lah..
can you all please not be so rude?
talk to people show a bit respect larh..
even if just a lil' kid or what..
cannot talk nicely meh???
and and,
need to smoke everywhere you go meh??
ok larh,
I'm not saying you can't smoke
but think bout others mah!!

think bout me leh, I'm like, sick?
or is it you like to hear my sexy voice ??
LOL!!

and one more thing,
the way you guys treated you-know-who really very ..
all I can say is you guys definitely crossed the line!

can dun bully someone just because you feel like it?
or are you telling me he deserves to be bullied?

haiyo..
just treat others the way you want others to treat you ma..

for goodness sake.
one of you same church with me leh *Ahem*
mai spoil image lah muahahha!!!
must be like me,

an angel in everything I do.

ehehehhehe!!!

no offence oh!!

dun chop me tomorrow!!

;D

PS:

ehhs Terry,

can dun always jio me like that =="
mahai..
I know he's out of my league lah zzzz
do you like have to point out the obvious???
already so sad you still wanna spit on my face T____T
no no.. make that
spit into my eyes!!!

*sobs*

haiixx!!
jie also said,
guys like him too many girls chasing after him,
he won't give a damn..
cause your just one of the many girls who like him... =(
and in my case,
I'm just one of the many girls that likes him

sobbbbsssss!!!!

PPS:
I find this poem,
quoted during Youth Mass by Father Andy,
VERY VERY MEANINGFUL!!

People are often unreasonable,
illogical and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind,
People may accuse you
of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be Kind anyway.

If you are successful,
you will win some false friends and
some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank,
people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building,
someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway

If you find serenity and happiness,
they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today,
people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have,
and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis.
it is between you and God;
It is never between you and them anyway.

Anyway--Mother Theresa

what does 'haha' really mean?

woo~

finally the Quiz is over!!
*screams for joy*

I'm still alive!
woots !

when I arrived this morning,
saw da jie them going back to the car
=="
omg..
I thought I missed the test.
LOL!
*phew~~*

anyways,
got SOMEONE *ahem* overtake me when turning!!!
hmmphhh!!!!!
I beh song you oh!!
grrrr!!
hahahaha!!
=="

hmm..
still very sick luhh =(
sad..
~.~

aduhh..
what is wrong with me oh??
why lately like nothing to blog about one!!
before sitting here I had tonnes to write about leh!!
=="

sienz!!

okayy fine I might as well just write bout the things my old damaged brain managed to remember

Jason Mraz!!!

gahhh~~
watched mtv just now.
realized I didn't watch for such a long time.
LOL!
now all of a sudden I feel so~~ IN!.

LOL!!

.__.
ignore what I just wrote.
hahaha
okokok
back to the topic!

Jason Mraz ~
Geek In Pink
woahhh he is like, hot in the video. *drools*
=p
seriously go check it out~~~

2ndly,
there's also James Morrison.
omg his voice is damn sexy!!
seriously!!
and he's not bad looking too ^^
;D

*wink wink*

hoohoo~
another hottie is from All American Rejects.
Tyson Ritter

haha..
I watched their "Gives You Hell" video..
so funny bah..
haha..
and he's kinda cute in a bad boyish way =p
but he's too skinny larh!!
~.~
Jason Mraz's bod is so much better~
*drools*

agree??
hahaha..
oops!!
*readers under the age of 18 please seek adult supervision*

ASAP

hehs..
oh yea one more thing before ending this post.
this is part of an email that I received.
lols.

:: what makes a Malaysian, a Malaysian. ::

WHEN AN ANGMOH STRANGER KISS YOU ON THE CHEEK TO SAY HALLO,
YOU VERY HAPPY.
WHEN A MALAYSIAN GUY KISS YOU ON THE CHEEK TO SAY HALLO,
YOU SLAP HIM AND SAY...
"WHY YOU SO HAM SAP WAN!"



haha,,
funny!!
and oh so true
;D


stumbled upon this picture in Doris Dear's Friendster.
haha...
we all look so goofy in the pic..
though many are missing.. =(
but still..
haha
seemed like a long time ago lerh..
time really does fly by

SS's Birthday (24/1/09)

front:
c3-- Taiwan..
Bryan-- still in Miri, for now.. =/
Me-- here duhh. ._.
Karen babe -- Riam, for now =(
back:
Doris Dear -- Miri ^^
Kri laopo-- Miri too ! ^^
EeHau-- Melaka =((
Poh Lim -- KL T___T



there are so many other AWHYO members missing from Miri lerh..
haix haix!!
I guess everyone have their own dreams to pursue ..
and it's just wrong to stop them bahh =)
so good luck all~~
I know you can do well bah
hehe..
but I know you can do even better with my good luck wish
*muahaha*

so,

GOOD LUCK!!

hopefully,
10 years from now,
we'll see each other once again,
and still have that AWHYO spirit deep within us
^^


love you all.
with all my heart.

everything I do, I do it for you

cute!

I have something similar in my wallet too.
=p

hehe..

haix!
I'm still sick...
=(

boohoo..
yesterday felt like shopping,
then this morning,
I suddenly remembered that I have Physics Quiz tomorrow morning!!

argh!!!
so sien!!
and now,
it's already near to 5,
and I haven't studied anything yet!!

I have light fever!!
my head hurts, my throat sores,
I cough like crazy,
all in all,
just not in good shape to study ok!!
haiix..

I have no more time,
and yet here I am...
in front of the computer
=="
typing away..
omg..
I'm a gonner.. seriously.
T__T

突然好想你...

你过的快乐或委屈?

I miss him
lols..
just few minutes without messaging nia,
I miss him already ..
zzzz!!

how can I stop myself from falling for him oh??
*sobs*

I don't wanna be like this,
I don't want to need him this much.
I don't want to...
=(

Jac Darling,
I know you're feeling down right now,
and I'm glad that you came to me and told me about it
=)
hope you'll feel better soon !!
cheer up kkaes?

nobody is worth your tears
the one who is worth your tears,
will never make you cry.

thanks for caring, at least I think you do =)

=p

wooo~
it's Thursday!!
almost the end of the week ^^
happy happy!!
=D

ooh~~~
aren't the ducks just adorable?!?!?!
arghhhh..
hahaha..
=p
so cute!!
>< "

very sien lerh..
sick liaos.

=(
~.~
then during lecture, I need to like..
hold back my cough,
cause very paiseh if I just cough out loud,

like make so much noise..
omg lah damn uncomfortable one.
feel like just coughing my heart out
LOL!
then perhaps the lecturer would notice me,
I mean,
how can you not notice a student who's coughing like she's gonna die the next second?
lol .__.

nothing much happened lately..
I don't even know why I bothered to write this post
=="
actually,
I have some things I wanna write bout,
but feel it's best not to be written,
as the people who I wanna write about,
reads my blog
grrrr..
so suan liao!!!

pissed.
went to read Qin Hui's blog just now
huh.
saw that c'b shiitty girl left a tag there too.
then what a coincidence,
she wrote a tag after mine,
then when QH replied the tag,
she wrote both our names together.
".... XXX, Melo....."

then,
she actually had the nerve to say,
"aiyo, don't write my name with hers bah"

what the fuck?
as if I'm sooooooooo happy seeing my name written with yours.
hmmph!!
you started it,
you ruined my day!!
just when I already erased your fucking face from my memory,
I saw your 'face' again.
huh
copy cat.
we make blog you also go and write blog.
cheh
idiot.

then so soi saw your pic in the "follower's" there.
JUST MY LUCK!!!
=="

and sorry lah,
not I want to say or what,
last time I posted your pic,
someone told me this, (immediately after he saw your pic)
"omg she is f*cking ugly"

noticed how kind I am to censore the vulgar for you?
^^
please, I don't mind,
you can thank me in your heart.
=)

and just so you know,
I actually felt bad for you,
[AT THAT POINT OF TIME, NOT NOW]
and told him,
"eii dun so bad lah."

cheh!!
stupid me.
wasting precious time and thoughts on you.
bahhh!!
never again I tell you.
*muahaha*

anyways darling,
your blog that pic should change yi xia.
see this bulldog of mine.
so stupid and ugly.
hahahahahahaha

stupid and ugly bulldog.
just like you.
hahaha =D

here are some quotes which I find meaningful
=)
enjoy~

I Love You, ~~
=O

and last but not least:

you gotta take the good
with the bad
smile with the sad
love what you got
and remember what you had
learn to forgive
but never forget
learn from your mistakes
but never regret
people change, things go wrong
just remember
life goes on.

so smile and be strong!!
*winks*

PS:
I wanna go shopping!!!
=(

PPS:
I think I lost my humour..
*gasps*
or perhaps I never had one.
hahahaha!!
*big shock there, NOT*

I do Love You ~ =p

1stly,
Happy Birthday Doreen Babe x333
XoXo babe !! =p

hmm..
suddenly forgot what I wanna blog about ._.
brought my brother to Boulevard just now,
then outside there got some stalls,
woo ~
so we bought lekor, doughnuts and banana kueh!!
omg.. so yummy!!!
=p

ohh ya saw the guy selling newspaper there too.
'know' him when working in Bou last time.
ngaiti..
regret even saying hi to him.
why??
cause when I saw him walking over just had this feeling of ...
scary-ness?
simply because he is so big and he can easily kidnap me and my bro
not that I have anything against big people!
it's just that,
he has a bad guy face!!
=="

then arh,.
my brother only how old nia,
he come over and smoke in front of him.
wth..
show some example lah please!!
smoking in front of a kid.
when in the car,

my brother asked me,
"just now that guy your friend har?"
I reluctantly said yes.
then he said,
"aiyer he smokes one."
I say, ya loh suckish friend call him to rot in hell lah !
LOL!!
joke~~~
if I said that then I also not giving a good example
.___.
hahaha!!
=p

and I think I'm gonna die an early death.
why??
because,
I'm like inhaling so much secondhand smoke nowadays,
(so many ppl in Curtin smokes!!!)
I think I'm gonna lose half my lifespan!!!!
grrrr!!!
=="

that'll show you to smoke in front of me.
you good for nothing selfish inconsiderate dim witted newspaper seller!!
woo~
harshh..
I know..
but who cares he won't read my blog
=p

hmm..
what else to say..
oh yeaa I've been so happy these past few days ~
hoohoo all I can say is things cannot be better between me and him

NOT

ehhs then again maybe I'm not that happy.
=(

dunno larh,
I just feel,
that I laugh too much (in my messages lah) that it just seems so FAKE!
but I don't know..
I seem happy when I wrote the messages..
but after reading it again,
I can't help but think..
why did I laugh again?
haix...
babe arhhhh sorry luhh bout last night..
but I really dunno what wrong with me sia @@
=O

and Bryan Goh,
I very beh song you liao oh.!!
ask you question never reply..
maaa!!
I go and strangle you then you know =.=
and and.
since you asked me that day,
what should a guy do to impress a girl.
well,
I shall now reveal to you the secret to winning a girl's heart !!
woooo~

okayy,
these are the things I would do If I were A Boy
=)

1. care about her
2. always make her happy
3. think about her all throughout the day
4. say 'I Love You', and mean it.
=)

omg.. =="
I've got nothing, Bry!!
*sobs*
yuan lai I'd make a lousy guy too,
luckily I'm not one =="
LOLOL~~~

hahahha~
=D

wow..
wonder why it's so hard for me to find something to blog bout today
.__.

PS:
notice that I've created an extra chatbox!
especially for AWHYO members ohh~~
well Terry was right after all and I am jealous LOL!!
so must write oh =="
please ~
hahaha!!

If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours too and take my hand?

PPS:

allow me to intro my da jie to everyone!!
hahasss

Mei Shin!
but lately I lazy call her name liaos,
everyday call her da jie
hahaha!!
sure one day even her real name also forgot!
*gasps*
so da jie IF you are reading larh,
(I think you will read cause I got ask u can put ur pic in post marh~
plus you this vain one sure wanna know what I write bout you right? ^^)
blehh~~
you better tell me to change nick for you oh.
if not later call guan le knot change le wor~~
hahaha!!

anyways,
lately chat chat with this da jie of mine in msn,
then we both same same larh not pro at making new friends
prefer to stick to old friends.
=D
but dunno larh,
I feel she not bad larh,
like so hardworking one,
everyday sure got prepared for the lecture/tutorial/lab!!
pro sia!!
and and..
her engineering maths exercise, already do finish
but I still till question 10?
(*note* got 50++ questions ==")
I think lah.
LOL!

yea one more thing,
I know why I'm not as happy as I should be already!

last night,
msg msg then he suddenly become so sot!
then in the end asked me a question..

dunno larh..
I terasa when he ask like that...
I always think too much =(

and I dun wanna answer his question,
cause obviously my answer would be:
因为我喜欢你
[because I like you.]

haix.
but I've told you twice,
and I don't wanna tell you again.
cause...
well,
after the 3rd time,
I won't tell you again.
so wait till the day I can finally let go then I'll tell you one last time bahh

then I'd say,
remember what you asked me?
well,

the answer is:
because I like you.
because, I want to know you more.
because, that day, standing so close to you,
hearing you talk, seeing you smile,
being THAT close..
means so much to me..
till this day,
I still cannot forget,
your smile..
hahaha..

and thinking bout his smile,
makes me smile too..

I like everything about you..
you're the one that can brighten my day
put a smile on my face,
and make me forget every sad thing that happened...

If only you felt the same way I do about you
=(

arghh..
~.~
I like him too much lah!!
omg..
I still remember,
that day working together,
then so much customer,
and then I saw him wanna go put water into the bottle.
I dun have time to go put water myself cause too many customers,
so asked him to help me.
LOL!!
dunno why I suddenly so brave sia~
=p

then when message him few days/weeks later,
he jing ran say,
dunno next time see you you will ask me to help you zhuang shui again mah
=="
omg..
gek dao!!
hahahhahahaha

I like him too much to let him go
=(
not that he was ever mine..
*sobs*

weee ~ =D

sorry to disappoint everyone.
but I've decided to delete that 2nd blog of mine
=)
not worth wasting so much time and energy on people who are not worth it bahh
might as well use all that energy to love someone,
right?
^^

hmmm~
thank you O Lord,
for waking me,
and for saving me from the Devil's grasp.
I am truly grateful to be finally out of this shadow..
haha..
I cannot believe it.!
after finishing that very very evil post in that 2nd blog of mine,
just like that,
I suddenly realized all the trouble I went through,
making a new blog etc etc..
was..
just bull shit!
haha..

no more am I living in darkness.
I can finally say,
I've moved on.
weeeee~

PS:
I am so dying in tomorrow's Chemistry Lab
T__T

haha... wooo~ =p

hoohoo~~
today's a good GOOD day
=D
*big smile*
teeheee ~

well,
went to Mater Dei today,
didn't play piano in Youth Mass cause I was intercessor,
so took the chance to take a break from piano playing
~.~
stress okayy!!

anyways,
turns out in the end didn't get to be intercessor also
.__.
cause dunno why no intercession..
oh well.
=(

ate breakfast with my family.
at Curry House~
yummm~~~
love that shop!!
the food damm nice one ;D
hmm..
long time didn't eat with them le bahh
kinda miss that feeling of togetherness.
plus my two brothers,
especially the youngest one so cute lah LOL!

2nd brother ~

this is my youngest brother,
also very sakai one
wahaha

eat eat eat~
lolss

haha.. he actually looks cute in this pic!!
=D
haha..
look at the food!!
yummy right?!
*stomach growls*

after breakfast,
went to Sunday School~
hehe..
cause got soooooooo many people miss me bahh
haha!!!
what to do??
=D

told Vian that we must take a picture together,
since we haven't done that in like,
ages..
but in the end didn't take dao .__.
lmaooo

well actually we did took one,
when Uncle John and the Principle came in LOL!!
so it was such a ..
risky moment to take a picture.
but we went for it!!
LOL!!
then in the end Vian deleted the pic
T___T
why ohh why??
not bad bahh
*smirks*

lols..
I bet Vian doesn't know I took this.
she was too busy paying attention to the teacher
=p

haha.
Vian, Allan aka my bro, and Michele~~~
=p
see all so focus..
excluding me..hahaha

omg ._.
Ah Vian took this pic
"Kiss Me"
looooooooooooooool~

and last but not least,
Miss Joanna Voon~
hahaha...

well I really must thank her lah.
cause she ask me to ask for a pic from him
then I said aiya he sure won't give one lah.

but in the end I just asked him larh lolssss
and guess what he actually gave me his pic
omg omg omg OMG!!!
*gleeeeee*
so so eng tao
T___T
you have absolutely NO idea how much I want to post his pic here!!
too bad I can't cause he's not my bf..,.
yet
LOL!!!
joke joke
still dreaming !!
T_T
=p

thanks Joanna !!
hahaha!!
okayy larh I promise I'll give you a birthday gift =)
but you better remind me just in case
hahaha..
and
give some hints please ._.
cause I really dunno what you want.
;D

ohh wait,
I know.
you want ME!
*muahahaha*

PS:
BABE I KNOW YOU WANNA SEE HIS PIC SO FAST FAST READ THIS POST AND BEG ME
*MUAHAHAHAHA*

PPS:
my new blog =)
MELO II
nice link right?
hahahhaha!!!
well it's private so if you want to read it,
just leave your email bahh =)

but if you don't wanna spoil your eyes seeing all those vulgars,
then don't bother
;D

apologies

okay fine.
I deleted the last post.

I hope everyone's happy.

so sien..
a blog is supposed to be a place where I can just write down how I feel without a limit.
without anyone stopping me.
suan lerh lo..

hmmm
what can I say?
well,
reasons for me deleting the post:
1. her dad called me, ask me to remove the pic.
2. her mum talked to my mum which lead to my mum and dad talking to me,
leading to me having to delete that post.
*takes breathe*

LOL!!
well,
lets call it a day =)
haha.. so late liaos ._.
wanna sleep luu..
so shiok..
1st time so many people tag in my chatbox.
haha!!

I'm just glad, (and oh so grateful)
that my parents didn't chop down my head,
hahaha
and my mum even gave me a hug!!
woooo ~
love her =p

anyways,
I might be moving blog again,
changing it to a private blog,
so that way,
I can write anything I want to ^^
weeee~

HA Ku Na Ma Ta Ta~
what a wonderful phrase~
Haku NamaTata~
ain't no passing phrase~
it means no worries, for the rest of your days!
it's a problem freeeeee!!
PHILOSOPHY!!
=p

paiseh paiseh I siao liao..
hahaha!!

till then,
I'm off to paradise~~

ehhs,
who am I kidding?
that looks like torture to me.
if you haven't known this fact about me,
I hate beaches..
especially when I have to go scuba diving in it ._.
yuckssss
LOL!

now that's what I'm talking about
;D

catch'a later =p

PS:
well,
this incident made me realize so many things..
1stly,
I have friends who care so much about me..
I don't even know where to begin.
=)
thanks all..
for loving me so much.
hehheeee
*big smile*
2ndly,
my parents also kinda caring bahh didn't scold me.
lololll~~~
=p
thanks all!
appreciate it!!
;)

很多話哽在喉嚨

LOL!!!
my mei helped me edit this pic!!
like so..
LOL !! .___.
haahaha
thanks larh chio bu meii
^^

或許我愛太多..想太多

went shopping with Susan darling just now~

according to Susan,
I was driving in front of her,
then dunno why in the end,
she found parking space le,
then I still had to drive 3 rounds then finally found a parking spot!!
grrrr~!!
stupid underground parking
so little space !

finally found each other,
then went to see W705!

omg.!!!
really out already @@
lols..
well it's red in colour larh,
so I wasn't that in love with it~
=p
lucky hor??

if not I sure break down and cry right then and there!
lolollol~~
anyways,
while walking,
we suddenly saw a guy eating McD ice cream..
lols!!
then we both 对望!
and by the time we knew it we were rushing for the McD stand!
lmao!!!
haha..

yea I did say no more McD~
but this is ice cream hor~~~~
not the burger etc etc
well I might eat McD someday,
but just not the rm5.95 one..
phobia already .__.

then after that,
walk walk walk~
into Nike shop again LOLS!!
ngaiti..
we both kept on drooling larh..
those shoes..
eeeeeeeeeeeesh!!
gonna drag my dad into the shop !!
llolss

then went to Popular.
LOL!
saw the animal pencil case I was hunting for so long!
so I kept choosing
and Su was like:"aidi..
you really gonna use that pencil case meh?
dun go Curtin sia soi lah..
all people will laugh you say you childish one! "

but I just laughed and kept on choosing..
lols!!
and kept on asking Su, which nicer~
lolol..
but she dun wan answer =="

funny lah her.. hahaha
then say what,
"dun ask me which nicer,
ask me which uglier I can answer."
lmaoo!!!

so in the end I bought this..
dunno nice o not lah lols..

Giraffe!!~~
lolz ._.

kinda regret already but what to do ._.
=="
zzzz!!
stupiak larh me.
lolz.

also saw a Hello Kitty put tissue thingy..
omg..
damm CHIO ok!!!!
ngaiti lo...
so wanted to buy it
but costs rm35..
aduhhh..
then my Hello Kitty umbrella round that price also never use ._.
omg...
should I buy it ?????
ahhhhh!!!
but so CHIO lehh
T___T
*sad*

Karen, Yu Jin and Xiang Ting arrived round 4pm~
after shopping a while in Parkson,
we went to eat ABC at the famous ABC shop.
lols..
the one we always go to ._.

yumm~
so full now.. =(
now still full..
aduhhh

very tired..
tomorrow still need go beach cleaning..
arghh..
feel like bailing out!!
@@

Bean Bean~~~
haha..
cutiieee bahh =D

PS:
omg I am so loving David Archuleta's A Little Too Not Over You. !!
damm nice larh!!
way nicer than Akon's 'Right Now' lah darling!!
lolol!!

Memories are supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

haiiiyy~~
miss him bahh..
messaged him last night..
ahhh..
made me miss him even more..
=(

this song is so meant for me.
hahaha!!
=D

PPS:
I am SO NOT EMO!!!
=="
I just like him okayy!!
=p

PPPS:

there is like a war going on right now.
LOL!!
and all I can say is darling I support you
=p
hahass..
dun care that girl larh,
so childish one..
suan liao larh,
she beh song us beh song lo~

mai care,
dun give a damm
hahaha!!

=p

妳的永久 已不屬於我...

hmm..
today sucks lah..
mostly because my dad is like forcing me to apply for Shell Scholarship..
please lah..
I'm not active in cocuriculur activities at all,
zero chance okayy!!

maaa.. !!
suan liao lorh..
apply ma apply lah,
then the stupid form so damn hard to fill.
ask me to send in resume again?
maaa???
I how old send what resume lah =="
cipet.
stupid.

sorry lah Shell.
your scholarship form really sucks!
so not user friendly!!!!

today okok lah..
dun wan say till very bad.
hahaha
just now during lunch,
went to eat at Chicken King.
lol!!
eeesh.. dunno why they all keep complaining on my driving ._.
ehh ehh !
professional lehhs. LOL!
how dare you complain T__T

anyways,
not bad lah the food,
but not so nice also =="
lolz~
wanted to eat in Sugar Bun but then not open..
and and..
I think I already influenced by Chia Wee them liaos T_T
keep on scolding 'maaa!'
omg..
*gasps*

when we went back,
Chia Wee and I slept in the waiting chairs in the Library there.
LOL!!
ok larh to be honest I was doing most of the sleeping ._.
haha
very tired..
=(

haha..
Sushi and Wee's bottle..
soooooo cute lah!!
actually is couple de =p

Chia Wee sapo..
ahahahaha

ok lah~
more updates on yesterday ;D
ai ren finally uploaded all the photos !
so I stole them from her friendster luhhh ~
hehess

=="
me driving..
lolz
wooo can't see my face.
NICE!!

*~..big family..~*
hahaha
AWHYO
hybrid version ~
got many new facess sia.
Girls:
Karen babe, Susan darling, Kri Laopo, Me, SS Ai ren, Doris Dear~
Boys:
Isaac, Agan, Bryan salao, Tang Lik, Elisha (blocked lol) & HH!!

boo..
seems like HH just arrived in Miri,
then so fast already leaving for Kuching liaos =/
time just flies...
*sobs*

Elisha, Dang Lik and Bryan

something funny happened yesterday.
suddenly remembered.. lolz
it was already almost 1 oclock..
so of course lah nervous cause have to rush back to Curtin.
so I keep rushing them, say:
'faster take picture so can go liao lah!!'

then they call the waiter.
so I fast fast say, :
"Excuse me,"
and when I got his attention I continued saying,
"boleh... help us take picture??"
then I even made a taking picture action using my hand =="
then I thought he got it,
so I was like :
" yea come on man. " <<< [high ba =="] LOL!!
then he just stared at me bewilderedly,
AND THEN WALKED AWAY
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!

I thought he was gonna say,
so where's the camera or what..
mana tahu he freakin' walked away!!!
=="
*faints*

then everyone keep saying what I scared the waiter away
T_____T
*sad...*
lolssss
but alas,
late also lah in the end ._.
LOL!!
should have just taken my time loooool~~
joke joke~

ooh ya yesterday,
we were in the library waiting for the next class again marh,
so I was like,
"come on lets go emart there eat ABC"
then Shin Zhi say,
"ok, gia!"

LOL!!
shocked!
cause didn't expect her to say yes.
then everyone also say,
"aiya Melody wanna go so much come lets go."
LOOOOL~
touched !
=p

so Shin Zhi drove us all there.
haha =p
but soi soi the shop not open!
lmao!!
so in the end we all ate ice cream, Wee drink pearl tea. lolz ~
the ice cream damm nice one!
omg..

just feel damn lucky,
to have so many people caring for me
*gleee*
muahaha!!
thanks all!
especially AWHYOO~~~
and my loverss~~
haha..
you all love me larh I know
;D

SS Ai Ren ~
see she wear my glasses damn chio one =p

Ss Airen, Doris Dear and Kri Laopo ~
notice Doris' new phone~
lol

hmmph..
saw this pic last night..
made me so pissed.
like..
walau!
her phone can stick till so nice..
T___T
*jealous*

PS:
eeesh,
some people go fishing till sot jor..
eh yourself tell me you going fishing in my chatbox hor!!
dare ask me how I know =="
omg..
stupid guy.

hahahahaha

PPS:
I miss him lah...
haiyo..
=(((

快樂 ;D

guess what?
I made it to the gathering!
*muahaha*

am I pro or AM I PRO???
hahahha

asked Ms Valerie whether can change time or not,
and she said yes!
wooo~
but then got a bit bu shuang me larh =(
*sobbs*
but lalala~
at least I made it right? =p

no pics from my phone today~
lazy take,.. cause my hair was a big mess
haha..
so I'll just upload them pics after I 'steal' them from the others
=D

haha..
Mr HH~
left for Kuching just now..
must come back more often ohh =)
haha

oh yea..
I was late for class just now LOL!
thank goodness Ms Valerie didn't strangle me =O
she's pretty
=p

PS:
ai renn arh..
fast fast upload photos worr..
that you wear sunglass de I also wan =p
and dear you also!!!
;D

PPS:
to those sakaiis who went fishing just now,
**just in case anyone was wondering,
no, I didn't typed anything wrong there, ladies and gentlemen,
ah pek and ah ma.
or whoever reads my blog, LOL!**
FISHING
got a sakai actually went FISHING! =="
I mean seriously..
Miri got place to fish meh?!??!?!?!
*faints*

我難過...我才懂

what can I say..
I was so tired today...
don't know why..
slept in both lectures today.. =(
die liao lah..
not that staying awake would have made any difference! ._.

yes..
I'm that hopeless!!!

haha!
=p

kinda sad now..
pissed too
so many feelings inside my head
angry bout the change in the timetable..
sucks lah.
like shit nia..
have to wait so long between classes..
then by the end of the day already half awake.
ngaiti...
how do everyone else manage to stay awake?!
share the secret with me lah !
=="

sad..
cause can't join the others tomorrow..
sien lah!!
I'm always left out..
because of this shitty school..
should have just chosen Form 6..
haix

stupid schedule..

missing you...
so long didn't message you ler..
wonder how is it possible I'm still alive and breathing..
feel like breaking down and cry my heart out..
but I don't want to..
and I won't let myself do so...
because you won't care.

I'm such a fool,
to still be... thinking about you..

it's been so long...
yet I still miss you.
haha!!
I'm hilariously stupid!!!

sometimes..
I wish that I can just get amnesia or something
at least that way,
I can move on.